Showing posts with label WHACKED OUT :D. Show all posts
Showing posts with label WHACKED OUT :D. Show all posts

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Hello World

Aaahh. I don't really feel like blogging. I'm just chill now. Woke up an hour and a half ago, pleasant weather, a very nice dream that i can't remember about people that I really care about, and I want to shower and go out and hang or something. Not get stuck on the com.


But I must if not I will feel even less like blogging about yesterday later on. Ha.


So...yesterday was near-perfect. Amazing weather, perfect sun and wind, nice and quiet beach where we chilled the day away on mats and for once I've gone to Sentosa without getting thrown in the water, and emerging with sand in my pants and burn on my skin.


Very nice. :D


We didn't read our books in the end after all! Haha. Frisbeed a bit, got attacked by rabidly cheerful dogs, and sat and talked the day away. Was fun(:



Plus, the knowledge that we had nearly a whole quiet beach to ourselves while the other two beaches were being rabidly swarmed by loud annoying families and shrieky teenagers jostling for space on a public holiday was funny.


Too bad we don't have pictures. Ning's cam died, but man. Perfect. I was hard pressed not to sing praises to God right there and then at the wonder of his creation, seriously, it was so beautiful yesterday, trees swaying in the wind amidst the cloud-swept backdrop of the not-very-blue but very picturesque sky :D

And as the night fell, the sky on the right burning orange against the black silhoulettes of said trees, and chowing down Faith's amazing potato salad did much for my mood. And talking about schools, cooking, baking and other random things. Haha.


I totally tried to steal an idea out of Sonia's book and build a fire on the beach by digging a hole in the sand, except for the sign right in front of us that said "no fires" and we had no fire-igniting equipment and it was getting a bit dark to hunt for twigs.


Mmmhmm. Haha. But twas fun! Amazingly. Rawr. Now I shall..due to basketball being cancelled, and me being too lazy to dance/learn guitar in my room on my lonesome, I shall shower and mosey over to Borders to while the day away till 6.


I like this whole chill thing I have going on. Next I want to find a cliff overlooking the world in the breezy wind that I can just lay a mat and a pillow down on so I can waste away the afternoon, with friends or no.

Hmm. Mount Faber :o


Bicycles, picnic baskets, honey, bread and jam, and maybe a kite?


HAHA HERE WE GO AGAIN :DD

(:

Friday, September 26, 2008

I'm confused

Holy Crap.

I'm up


:o


Guess that "My God will meet all your needs in Christ Jesus" is totally true after all :D (For those not in the know, I NEEDED to be up at 8am today to pick my IS modules. Like, serious academic consequences kinda stuff)


And I figured I'd wake up early, somehow, but 6am? :blink:

Well this is cool, I've been trying to wake at 6am for ages. Now...I have no excuse not to do the whole morning run thing I've been planning.

Besides the fact that its raining.

(cough).


Actually I'm confused. I actually woke up twice. Weird dreams. I'm not sure what was a dream or reality at this point. Cause apparently, I was stoning in bed when my father came in at 4isham and turned on the light to wake my brother up, to do homework? And that of course woke me up, hurt my eyes etc, you know, the usual, but I stayed under my blanket cause 1. My eyes hurt 2. I don't want to disturb the general public.

And I endured that for awhile, until some point when my brother went out for breakfast, and I stumbled to the lights switch and turned it off. I'm not sure what time this was.

And suddenly I wake up again, and its 8.30am, and in morning foggy rage I'm like shit.


Except I'm in some semi weird dream mode and something is happening, and there's an army bunker bunk bed thing interface around Mel(The school web infrastructure), and it blocks me momentarily, and then I find out the module I wanted was picked already.

And I was like, goddammit.


And so I pick something else, something weird, but I can't remember what my options were. Its all foggy at this point. And depressed, but kinda "meh" about the whole thing, I go back to bed, and crash, and suddenly I wake up again and its dark and my brother's having breakfast and its 608 am.


And I'm like, wait what?


Not complaining, I mean, I guess I get to pick my IS mods early after all, and I guess I didn't pick wrongly after all, but the whole thing was just generally very unnerving. Like, I game resetted my life or something.


And of course I don't know if the 4am wake up thing was real or not anymore.


But it was so real :O


OKAY I'M HUNGRY. TIME FOR GROGGY BREAKFAST TIME, I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE NEAR THE BED ITS A TRAP.


BUT YAY I'M UP. (:



GOD BLESS AND GOOD LUCK FOR PROMOS PEOPLE, I'M STILL PRAYING AND WAITING [:

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Meme 3. I am getting vaguely tired.

Alright. That's all I've got for today, and then I really gotta start planning the prayer thing. Haha. Uh. This one is special!


1. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
2. Answer one question with one name.
3. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.


SO IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT, ASK ME TO SEND IT TO YOU(:

ITS A TRAP.


1. Josh Simon
2. Charlotte!
3. Charlene. I want to see whats SA like. Ha.
4. Josh.
5. HANNAH. But this was your own admission! XD
6. Josh. HAHA.
7. Josh again! Lol.
8. Charmaine.
9. Charmaine.
10. BELLEJOY HAHA.
11. Josh.
12. Melodie. Hahahah.
13. Josh Simon!
14. KEENAN/LEGOLAS
15. Josh. For the hell of it. Haha.
16. Pris!
17. Bellejoy. Haha.
18. Charmaine.
19. HANNAH.
20. Keenan?
21. Charlene
22. Kenneth
23. CHERYL, when she was still cell leader! (:
24. Keenan. Definitely.
25. Josh Simon
26. I refuse. Ha.
27. Charlene
28. SHERRY. HAHA.
29. Nope. Laalalala.
30. I love you all. Even if you're crazy dysfunctional. And I'm sorry I kept reusing your names, I don't HAVE many people to pick from. HAHA. Bleh. See Sherry, I don't have that many close friends after all(:



Meh. Hahahaha. OKAY LATER. I AM SICK OF MEMES. JEEZ. HAHA

MEME 2. BLAH.

Right I shall attempt Keenan's.


> So, what's your primary food group?

I support the cereal notion. SNOWFLAKES PLEASE. And barring that, triple chocolate cereal. :D

Otherwise, I like soup. All forms.



> Who would you like to have lunch with tomorrow.

Wednesday..Anyone who wants to come over, really. I can't afford to go out, but if anyone wants to come over so we can mess with the stove and the kitchen, I am all for it! XD.

Or maybe hit Josh's place to PS2 and lunch with him. That'd be awesome.


> What kind of food do your best friends like?

CEREAL. Spaghetti. Macdonalds. Soup. Chocolate. MOONCAKES. Subway!



> Would you rather be a zombie or a vampire?

Vampire. Least I can fly. Seriously now, a zombie? a zombie? What were you thinking, Keenan?

"I've..never felt so..ALIVE"

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA


> Erhuh. And so would you rather be Master Chief or Serious Sam.

I'D BE TUCKER. TUCKER OWNS. BOW CHICKA BOWWOW.

BOW CHICKA BOWOW


> Favourite Pizza Topping?

Mushrooms and Pineapples. And moar meat. Meat is good. Nom nom nom. On a side note, I've finished my luncheon meat. Darn..


> Last one. Would you rather be The Joker or The Riddler.

Joker. I can live with the makeup, but I'm not getting nowhere near that green pantsuit.

NEVER.


> Music. What does it do to you.

Puts me into a zone. Lights up my eyes. Makes me laugh, makes me cry, makes me remember the exact time period when i used to listen to a favourite song a long time ago when I listen to it again. Makes me remember the person I was, the things I liked, the struggles and pain I felt and the people I loved. Brings me closer to God. Calms me, inspires me, heals me, and makes me want to dance.

Yeah, pretty much everything.



> Favourite Genre?

Christian. Barring that, old boyband stuff and you know, 90s stuff. BBmak. Good Charlotte. Busted. Backstreet, even. Ateen, A1, Daniel Bedingfield. Disney. I think the Jonas Brothers are okay..

Hiphop. But only for the beat.

Blaarrgh.


> Favourite bands from that Genre?
Christian? Hillsong, Planetshakers, Desperation. Chris Tomlin. I like the spin that Lincoln Brewster puts on some of their songs..


> What instrument do you play? Or would like to.

I wish i played the piano again. And the guitar. And drums, but thats an even farther possibility.




> Got anyone on your mind? Come now, you know what I'm talking about. Because every quiz needs some HEART right! (get the pun. Ha. Haha.)

I hate these questions. Not happening.



> Why are you be thinking about them?

Mmmhmm?



> Gonna do anything about it?

Happily no. I like being single. I really do, and really appreciate it. That kind of closeness we're all chasing can be gotten from close friends (<3) style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold;">> So what's your top 4 reasons why you like someone then (Top 3 is so overrated).

(Not in order)

1) Crazy random
2) Active, daring to do just about anything
3) Long conversations about just about anything, minds connecting, being deep.
4) God. Godgodgodgod. I've told Keenan and a couple of other people before, one of the most attractive things I appreciate in a person is her devotion to God. Like I can look at someone wholeheartedly worshipping God in the front in utter devotion and abandon and my heart melts a little inside. Even if I only ever will see that person as a friend/sister. (:

I'll add a fifth because I can.

5) The ability to keep me in line when I need to be. Hahahaha. Like, unafraid to whack me over the head, and take me down a peg and banter and exchange in funny over the top goodhearted insults. Bleh.



> i herd you liek mudkips

Notrly. I liek Jigglypuff.

JIGGLYPUFF.


> I'm in ur fridge, eatin ur foodz

Wut? Kay.



> Biting pear of salamanca

Just don't touch the oranges.



> What did you want to be when you were a kid? Astronaut, Cowboy, Lawyer (God forbid)

Fireman. Cop. Vet. You know, the usual.


> What do you want to be now? As in now, what do you want to do when you grow up.

Child of God. Forever and ever and ever.


> If you changed your mind... why?

You really want the whole story? Lol. The short of it is, God came and turned my life around, saved me, and now he's the biggest thing in my life for me, and he keeps feeding me joy and peace and healing and everything just because He loves me, and its uncomparable to anything else in this world, what He can do for me. And if He's called me, then that's where I want to be, even if I am somewhat terrified about it. Ha.

Plus its a bit late to be a vet now, innit.


> Whatcha doing tomorrow at 3 o clock?

Idk. Gonna see what Josh is doing.



> Psyched about anything at the moment?

Church on Saturday. Prayer thingy this thursday that I HAVEN'T PLANNED YET. Red Camp meeting, and all that. Mmhmm. (:



> Nearest thing to you that's plain black.

Speakers.


> What's on your Desktop now?

Splash Pool Party. The irony.But its a good poster, for what its worth.


> Can you multitask? What are you doing besides this quiz?

Notrly. I've had a cup of Ribena since the start of this meme, and I've forgotten all about it and the ice has all melted ):

Drinking the Ribena.

> What's the longest you've ever gone without sleeping?

60 hours. And O level week in 2006 comes a close second. I got like an hour a day back then, and that was at 2pm to 3pm, for a week.


> What's your catch phrase of the moment?

BOW CHICKA BOWWOW


> Do you like long hair or short hair!

I DON'T KNOW. I HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT HOW TO CUT MINE YET. AAAAH.



> Give someone a shout out!

CHARLENE. WHERE ARE YOU (:




Now tag other people so they can do this quiz instead of the other one floating around (cos this one's just awesome, ya know?)

And just because it's so cool, tag as many (or few) people as you want! Burden your friends! Etc!


CHARMAINE.
HANNAH
SHERRY
SUMIN
NATALIE

Everyone else I think has been hit already, at least everyone in school. Ha.

MEME TIME

Sherry poking me to do her meme reminds me that I owe at least Keenan and Hannah one each. So I shall do them aaallll.


(pauses to go fry luncheon meat)
(back)

[Crunch]

Nom nom nom.

Anyway. Goddammit Sherry, this meme is clearly meant for a girl's school person, seriously wtf. Blah. :/

OKAY WELL GETTING DOWN TO IT

My Always - God, for ever and ever :D
My Awesome - Keenan. Idk why. Name just flashed through my head lol. I appreciate you loads man.
My Baby - I refuse
My Bimbo - Pretty much Charmaine
My Bitch - I wouldn't know. Oh I do. Josh. Lol.
My Beautiful - Charmaine. Much love (:
My Best Friend - No idea. I don't have a best friend, but tons of close ones. You know who you are and I love you all :D
My Buddy - Everyone who I've ever talked to that has had a smile for me. You guys rock :D
My Bunny - No.
My Babe - Lol.
My Candy - Eye Candy? If we must.. KRISTEN BELL <333 style="font-weight: bold;">My Chocolate - HERSHEYS (:
My Nerd - Don't got one. Too high maintenance OH WAIT WAIT I DO. CHARLENE. HAHA.
My Partner - in crime? Keenan. Lol.
My Coolz - Charlene. Hahaha.
My Everything - God you are everything to me (:
My Noise-maker - Besides me? Uh. ADIN. HAHA.
My Family - 2 parents, a sister and a brother. Working on relationships.
My Friend - You, and thank you for reading (:
My Gradesaver - YANHONG. MELENA. WENDY. SHEEREEN. JABEZ. SENIORS (:
My Girlfriend - Lol.
My Granny - ..is dead. Christian thankfully. Which is cool. Haha.
My Twin - This one stumps me. It used to be Charr, and then someone else, but I forgot who. Not Keenan, we have too many differences. Oh yeah, Hannah. :D Love you girl(:
My Hero - Don't got one. Sides my Saviour King(:
My Boyfriend - :rolls eyes:
My Hug - Keenan. Josh. Hannah. Charr.
My Idiot - Me.
My Joker - Me .-.
My Life - God
My Lifesaver - God. Grace Kee, I suppose, if we're talking mortals. (:
My Lover - No lol.
My Monkey - I don't have one.
My Playmate - Uh? BEV. HAHA.
My Princess - Charmaine tops diva status no doubt. And after that Shereen. Ha.
My Random - Keenan. haha.
My Retard - Here's Adin again. Heh.
My Role Model - Pris. You go girl!
My Shining Amour - God. and following that. Pastor Josh and Lala, I suppose.
My Sister - Charmaine. Hannah. Sherry. Sharyl. Charlene. Pris. I love you all (:
My Sweetz - I lol'd. Sheereen I suppose. Idk why. But she is one of the sweetest people i've ever met, COME BACK SOON FROM THAILAND AND DON'T DIE PLEASE(:
My Smile - All of you. (:
My Spastic - Keenan/Bev. Lol.
My Softy - Uh? Mr Frog? OH JOSH HAHA.
My Superstar - Don't got one. haha. All of you again. I think the world of you guys!
My Teddy Bear - Wut. Mr Frog I guess. But only if he's eaten the bible or he's horrible to hug. Lol.
My Troublemaker - That'd be me. Reporting for duty sir.
My Gay - No lol.
My Loser - Don't got one.
My Romeo - Uh?
My Juliet - Lets not go there. Hahaa.
My Sexy - Or there.
My Rockstar - Keenan lol.
My Darling - Hannah. And I mean that in the most sisterly way possible. You are so dear to me haha loves.
My Weirdo - That'd be me again.
My Incredible - Josh. Is there ANYTHING you can't do? HAHA.
My Frog - MY FROG.
My Punching Bag - I don't punch bags. I drive myself against walls in full-body tackles.
My Shelter - My...ceiling?
My Shoulder - Needs to pop better.
My Support - God. And all of you after that. You guys are pretty awesome, all of you :D
My Heartbeat- Same as above(:
My Wildness - Wait for camp :/ Otherwise I keep it in a box under my bed and feed it daily.



RIGHT, 8 PEOPLE THAT I COMMAND TO DO THIS :

1) KEENAN
2) JOSH
3) ADIN
4) HANNAH
5) CHARMAINE
6) CHARLENE
7) BEV
8) PRIS

Hahahahaha. Sorry. :p But if you have to study as opposed to do this thing THEN GO STUDY. Hannah you have zero excuse. Haahha. XD.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Okay fine hahahaha

Yes, I'd better talk about how the day was yesterday hahahahah.

It was really fun! Like, the previous night, I was up till 5am with paper and markers and everything strewn over the living room carpet writing letters for people that I felt compelled to write to, whether I really missed them, really appreciated them, wanted to encourage, all of that, and yesterday was the giving out of those letters to the people I wrote to.


Yes I could have mailed them. But where's the fun in that. (Okay you can debate that there is absolutely no fun going around all of Singapore without a concession pass but hey the important thing is the spirit of craziness okay) Plus, I don't really trust the postman. Just an upbringing where my mom has no qualms about opening my letters for "my own good", and if anybody else's parents are like that, and not understand that a guy coming across half the world to drop off a handwritten handfolded letter of love and encouragement DOESN'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE A COURTING LETTER.


Yeah well. Haha. So I woke up at 10am in vague pleasant fuzziness, trying to remember what I had to do on a Wednesday, cause I vaguely remembered something really important was going on, and suddenly i was like OHSHIT RED CAMP TRIAL AT 11 RUN.

Yeah. Its amazing how fast I can get out of the house when I want to. Sigh.



So Red Camp Trial was cool. Idk. I mean, I think I did well, plus okay I already knew all of the people testing us and I was concentrating more on keeping the relationship professional than anything? And I found out Deb's a dancer, not just a dancer, but a trainer :o

WHAT THE HELL DEB, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TELL THESE THINGS TO YOUR OGL WHEN YOU MEET HIM, NOT HALF A YEAR LATER.


Aaahh. Haha. Hope I get in though. I mean anything can happen, and it IS up to God, and I'm cool if I don't. But I do love working with those people though. Its always fun and insanely productive and so nice and clean and stuff. :D

Like, I have never seen any ambassador or SL place an overly great emphasis on vulgar humour. And that means something to me, tons really.


ANYWAY. Got into interview room with Kim and Janani. It was funny. Kim started scolding me for not picking up my phone yesterday the moment I got in.

"Oh er, I was watching a movie"

"Yes i know, with Keenan and Josh, I TRIED CALLING THEM TOO AND THEN I KNEW YOU GUYS WERE TOGETHER"

[sheepish expression]


Heh. Right, so went to poke about IS filming for a little bit. Passed Pris her letter. Gerald you rock as a rocker man. You should do it more often. No serious. Effing cool! Haahahha.

And when that was wrapped up, the guys went to KAP for dinner, but I stayed behind cause I wanted to work on cell worship this week. Uh. And was trying to find out where exactly dear Charlene stayed so I could pass her the letter I had for her, BUT SHE WAS SLEEPING.

Its like once Char gets home, she becomes the Immovable Object and wont ever get out ever again nope.

But I love you anyway girl, it wouldn't be the same if you weren't like that. Haha. (:


And then I went to meet the guys again anyway cause Josh took my charger -.-

Headed to town with Adin so I could pass Bev her letter, and met up with Adelyn, which was cool cause I haven't seen her in years but she's always so funny. Haahha. Hit Bishan on the train so I could go find Hannah's place!


Cause you know, Hannah's place is at Bishan and all.



.......



Sigh. I got my ass to Bishan. Hannah didn't pick up. I called Yisin. Yisin...

tells me Hannah stays at Serangoon.


Me: $£!@£@!^$@$%£@%$£!!!!!£%@!!!!


Blah. Haha. Hannah woke up and started panicking cause she had no idea how to direct people to her house, and the way she was saying it was like so complicated I really thought it was really hard to get there. So I got on 13, and got off one stop too early by mistake cause I was deathly afraid of overshooting, started plodding down the road,


And suddenly I realise the surrounding area looks awfully familiar.




Me to Hannah: If you stay next door to my grandmother, I'm spazzing out.



Yeah. I've only been going to that area my whole life...

Lol. So yeah. I head over to Serangoon still in shock, on my way to Charr's place now, and I decide that the worst possible thing that can top what just happened is Charr getting on the same train to go home and me not noticing til we reach Chinese Gardens.

Uh. Lol. This was about...830pm?


Right. It was a rather uneventful trip though. Up til about when I took the westbound train from Outram and suddenly I realise that I know the person sitting in front of me.

No it wasn't Charr.

Mathias. Haha. One of the DHs from FOC camp, he went to Mongolia for 6 months for attachment and apparently came back a week ago. That was cool, haha. Guy's hair looked so different. And he was talking to a dude that I also knew, Red Camp SL with me last year too for the Centurion tribe.

Freaky. Haha. Good to catch up though. Mathias is always so levelheaded and its cool, cause I had a chance to talk to someone from that whole SU family about the whole thing? Like quitting and everything? And air my concerns about the possible backlash I've been worrying about?

Catching up was cool man. Haha.

And I found Charr's place eventually, and hauled my ass home.

And Charr finds her letter about when the time I reach Queenstown and manages to bless me so much with a thankyou that melted my heart so much it made everything all worth it and beyond(:


I'm ALWAYS here for you girl, okay? I love you(:




:D Okay I am off. Later. (:

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Today was a good day :D

Hmm hhmm. I kinda have a couple of introspective thoughts I want to punch in, but I think I'll save that till next post. This post is devoted to how today went. Haha.



Damn, it was a good day. This is how holidays should be man, even though it was so frustrating at first. Lol.


So. I woke up at the time I was supposed to be at school, 9, and slacked around till 11 which is when I was supposed to meet Keenan to buy Charlene's cake and stuff._. Which culminated in me having to take a cab to school to try and make up for time lost.

7 Bucks out the window. Sigh. Btw, you know now that taxi fares go up by 20 cents instead of 10 cents, the drivers ALWAYS try to find a way to keep on driving just that little bit further when you want to get off, stalling for time so the meter ticks another 20? And they always manage to ground to a halt right after. Very irritating. Gah.

But hey, family to feed. But if they wanted the extra 20 they could just ask, really.. ):



So, got in and out of school surprisingly quickly, hit the bus stop where I still have school internet so I could bug Keenan to get moving etc, and then hit Holland V once he moved off.


Except I was stoning and forgot that 75 doesn't go one stop further down HV so I ended up having to walk all the way back from Keenan's old house._.

And then it started raining :blink:

Like, hailstorm kinda heavy. And here I am in the middle of nowhere going uphill and thanking God that at least my bag is waterproof..


I reach Party City at about 1245. Sopping wet. Thinking that with my white shoes and school socks and general shorts and all and general drenched state this is rather like secondary school..

Its a wonder I didn't die of pneumonia as a kid man.


About this time Mel messages me and tells me its raining like crazy etc and she has to pass on coming with us today and I'm like I know, I'm sitting in it.

....



Keenan finds out about the rain five minutes later when he reaches and realises that he has to make a mad dash across the overhead bridge with speakers over his back.



Anyhowww. I'm at Party City looking at big helium balloons and I see a nice cute Elmo one and I point and ask and the lady cheerily tells me its 40 bucks.



DUDE ITS A FREAKING BALLOOON. 40 BUCKS.




Okay it can sing, fine, but still!

So I saw this other High School Musical Balloon that sings We're All In This Together when you tap it :o



I'd get it just so I could piss Keenan off with it..

Lol.



ANYHOW. We get our stuff, go find a cake, get ourselves drenched a few million more times running between cake shops, get a cake and then I start spazzing out because Charmaine tells me we HAVE to meet her at 245 to get the SAJC clothes and its like 2pm where we are which is at HV and we still have to meet Shereen :o



But we get there on time somehow :D, give or take a cab from the MRT station to SAJC...


Lol what. I told you it was a good idea. Cost like 2.80 flat lol.

Except the driver did the whole nudge out that extra 20 cents thing again so + the 0.30 cents surcharge thing they have going on I had to paid 3.30 -.-


Bloody taxi drivers.



Security guard is cool though, like the one I met last week when I visited Charlene. :D



Mmmhmm. Find Charr, I lead Keenan and Shereen to the rock wall which I've been hearing so much about from everyone, we plonk ourselves there and I bring Sher to go find a toilet so she can pretend to be J1 for a day.

It is to be noted that from the time we entered SAJC till I brought Sher to the toilet our dear girl was freaking out and spazzing out about how we were going to get in trouble and bring disgrace to her school and everything etc you know, Shereen style. Panicky. The usual. Lol.




But wow she really fits in with the uniform. I was so stunned when I first saw her :o



Just goto SA already Sher, you already live next door. Screw AC, its not all its cracked up to be lol.


Moving on, apparently the dancers (this includes Charmaine) have their dance practice at the grandstand near the rock wall. That one I did not see coming :o Vaguely entertaining lol. Too bad its ACES day stuff ):


AND THEN ITS CHAR'S BIRTHDAY! (:


Oh you know the usual. Cake, candle lighting, walking down ritual, blindfold, blow out cake, gorge down cake, run around, heh. I'd do pictures but nobody bought me a camera for my birthday so..


I'll post what Charmaine has when I get them. But I'm not too excited about the pictures. 110% of pictures of me taken using Charmaine's cam are really really bad. We're just not meant to be man. I've given up on that already. Sigh.


So cake is done, and I head home with Charmaine, and the moment I get off the train Keenan messages me telling me I essentially have free dinner because his mom gave him money to go treat friends or something and do I want to go hang out :o



Well okay. Haha.

And i'm just back from that random hanging out session and sitting here typing this. Lots to do tonight though. BBQ to plan, trying to figure out what to say to Peibao at lunch tmr, praying for everyone on my list that I'm determined to do before I fall asleep, sigh.

It was good to see Suren again though. :D


I am still in the SAJC shirt I procured from Charmaine. :o Its growing on me. No really! I really like it, its a reaaally nice school tee, it feels good, and it makes me want to be a productive person.

No really, you know earlier when hanging out at Vivo with Keenan, Joanna and Suren, I was all like "eh dudes I can't hang out so late I gotta go home and do homework, I have school early tomorrow" :blink:


SERIOUS. I REALLY LIKE FELT LIKE I WAS A JC STUDENT.


/wistful


CHARR CAN I KEEP IT okay no ):




HAHA OKAY. LATER. TODAY WAS FUN AND STUFF.


Hmm lunch with Peibao tomorrow at 12, and then I have nothing to do till 6 and dance :D


Between trying to dance/flip, and figure out BBQ, and figure out worship for next weeks cell, I should be pretty busy. Haha. I hope so. I really need to fix that discipline problem. I need to get myself a timetable man. Something along the lines of wake up at 6, go run at 630, come back at 7 shower and dance for 2 hours, Dota, Lunch, Basketball, etc.

Except I don't have a court nearby that won't be infested by secondary school kids finishing school at 1.

Blah.


I need someone to teach me flips. Plus I still need a mat. Will practice handstands. I should become best friends with that Ming Yu or something, he's amazingly cool..


RIGHT LATER. HAHA. SEE Y'ALL (:


ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE KEENAN ENNA. :D



Monday, August 18, 2008

Boo

Camwhore bug hits and I've decided I'm going to document how I look this morning while I'm still decent before the red-rimmed puffy eyes and bleary everything overtakes me later due to total lack of sleep. Blagh.


















Yes I know I have absolutely no creativity in posing whatsoever at all. BUT I JUST LOOK SO GOOD IN THAT ONE POSITION I CAN'T HELP IT.


Okay no. ):


Lololol. Don't you just hate how photobooth's flash makes there be a slight reflection in the specs lens in the photo i look slightly cock-eyed.


Blagggh. I swear, my brain comes up with the most creative ways to make me not study..




OKAY BYE. SLEEPTIEM. GOD BLESS RACHEL MEL AND WHOEVER ELSE FOR THEIR PAPERS TODAY (:

Friday, August 15, 2008

Eh.

I'm going to try and remember birthdays. Lol.

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15th Birthday. Sec..3?


Oh I remember this one. I was in the middle of that whole Anna misery thing, which started about March 11, and ended about November..22? Idk, someplace, Phase 1, anyway. Lol.

And we were the best of friends, or at least I thought so, but she never really had time for me anymore, and whatever role I used to fill had been taken over by her boyfriend. And only being a friend, I had no claim to her time, at least I thought so, and so I just suffered in silence. And every day it cut deeper and deeper.

She forgot my birthday, that year.


Hey. I was stupid once. Get over it. I have. Lol.


But there was this other girl who had remembered my birthday. June! It was after the Marion Raven concert which I snagged two tickets at some radio thing and went with her for. We were kinda close. But when we went out, I was hitting myself all the time for comparing her to Anna and how we used to function, and pretty much thinking i was a horrible bastard. So yeah. Lol. June gave me a cd, filled with some of her favourite songs, which most turned into my favourite songs for awhile. Emo songs. Very emo rock songs. But they got me through a very very bad period of time in my life. A time in my life where I would go to church(family church) camp in September, and suddenly sink into depression and stay upstairs during Service so I could cry my heart out, blasting that favourite song of mine into my ears.

That CD lasted me 2 years man. And I would literally listen to some of of the tracks and be overcome with emotion and start tearing, whenever, whereever. That's how shot my nerves were..

(Charmaine i'm not helping things am i *wince*)

Hey. No laughing. Lol. Anyway, I kinda ruined that friendship. June still hates me now, I think. :/

Edit: Wow. I found another note. From an amazing friend. Singling! Where have you gone! Haha i vaguely know you're in SIM, and modelling now, but gosh, look what I found:


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yo! merry xmas :) haha retarded ddd :|

hahas. eh next year got o levels hor must study!

ha. eh..wait or are yu in IP? :| ddd. :x

yups btw, thanks for being such a gr8 friend all these years

and standing up for me at times! eg the chanx thingy.

ya. haha. but hors sometimes tolerate awhile lah.

mothers are naggy haha. okay?

alrights, take care! trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding! :)


nothing i can boast in
my life is scarred with sin
my works are filthy rags
no merit can i bring

yet mercy filled Christ's heart
love took Him to the tree
its grace alone, which saves me
Christ's blood that sets me free :)



:DDDD Gosh. We were like 15. And "all these years" meant like 13-15 :s
Guess I wasn't THAT bad a person. Heh. You know, the two of us were seen as the "bad kids" of our level, in church? :s Now you tell me how ^that can be written by someone who's -

Nevermind. Haha. Good times(:
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16th birthday, sec 4 lol


I have very little idea about what happened this year, except that I had just started coming to Coos( !!! : D) about 3 weeks ago, so something good had to have happened :D


But I can't for the life of me remember what it was :/


I think Charlotte and Sophia were the only ones who cared about me, then, lol. And one of them is in Canada, and the other one...yeah hates me now. And this one I have absolutely no idea what happened. Big blowup out of nowhere. Jeez. Hands-off man. But :/


I remember Grace and Maria though. Both of them were huge in my life at the time, having been the ones who brought me to Coos and all :D


Hey. I never pretended I was an awesomely popular person in secondary school. I wasn't. I don't think I was well liked. Anything that has happened since Poly happened has been purely the grace of God. Aye. Haha. (:

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Oh gosh I remember being 14 and being sec 2 gosh.


Here's a note I found:

Dearest Qien (:/),

Knowing you has certainly made our lives more colourful.

Just like you never fail to get in trouble, you never fail to make a gloomy day bright! 2j will forever open her doors to their sunshine!

May you receive many hugs and kisses from THAT someone!

<3,
Huiyi; Maria; Tiffany; Grace. 15.8.04



Lol. Okay background information: 2J wasn't my class. 2K was my class. But I didn't like 2K very much, and thought people in 2J were so much cooler, so I hung out with them a lot (not something i'm very proud of). Yeah. And in their class, I was always running around getting in trouble for pulling tricks on people. Dumping cake in water bottles. Lizards, once-alive-now-dead ones, itching powder, whatever. And Huiyi Maria Tiff and Grace got me this..well I can't remember, but more prank stuff. Heh.

I think the gesture meant more to me than anything, since I wasn't part of their class, and I think secretly was always very scared that I didn't have acceptance.


Yeah well! So that was Sec 2! And no, i'm not telling you who the girl was. I can't remember anyway. Honest.


OH I DO REMEMBER. DAMN. BUT STILL NOT TELLING. HAHA.


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If you haven't noticed by now, notes make the greatest impressions on me. I have this messy drawer with scraps of paper inside, and when I find them I laugh so hard, and smile so much, because yeah haha. Ah well. Like for instance, I have Charmaine's and Lala's notes from Fuel-up there. And notes from Prisca, my angel, etc. And Shereen's valentine's day thing..


Eh. Okay. I think I am boring you. I will retreat. Ahahaha. K. Later.




Saturday, August 9, 2008

BLOG CONTEST!!

Obligatory National Day post:

So I sat into my school's NDP celebration thing. Now unlike JC/secondary school, ours is not compulsory, the convention centre wouldn't fit that many people in it anyway.

But we still know how to throw a damn good party!

Here are some of the pictures from the event, mostly towards the finale, there are more pictures if you have time on your hands, just click on -->THIS<-- The link above goes to Priscilla's Mutiply Album page, cause it was her camera, and thank you so much for going through them for me girl (:

So National Day:







Yes, we have a huge remote controlled blimp. I know right. : D





So this is the finale already, everyone who performed before is up on stage especially including Detention, that underground dance group from nowhere who somehow found themselves on the big stage :D

Hee. Josh you were awesome, and everyone else there, Pris, Adin, Li, Yixin, Rachel, Mel, everyone else who I just met but don't know cause I had to drop out for awhile, you rocked the house down aye. And I'm definitely coming back, just let me clear these goddamned final assignments.


NOTE: To all those who keep asking me if I was on stage, no I wasn't. I was in the crowd covering the event for newswriting like everyone else. I would like to be, but hey. Give these guys their due. I had nothing to do with their a-a-amazing performance :D


And then the world EPXLODESXSES [Gigantic Grin]










See, this is why you should sit into rehearsals people. The moment Detention ended their act, I ran the heck up to get the spot for the photo. I didn't see much of the pyrotechnics myself though, too busy frantically clicking away trying to spam photos without looking. I never said i was a good photographer..




So. The pyrotechnics end, and I'm sitting there still in kneeling position on top of crowd wondering if I got what I wanted, and suddenly the crowd turns around and starts cheering at Something Big Right Behind Me. I turn around and find myself staring in the face of a huge confetti cannon..

*runs*








The pictures do no real justice to what happened to me, really. :/ I sat there buried in falling red and white snow for like 5 whole minutes with the cannon to my back..



So much for sitting in rehearsals..



The blimp takes its leave..




And then i stop being a reporter and start being the general big occasion crazy monkey dude all over again :D I get dragged on stage sometime at this point.



: Felix Tan, Radio Lecturer for us and one of the MCees of the night. Making stupid jokes about the smoke machine and the haze from Beijing..



And that's Adin. Haha. Wonderful guy. Amazing dancer, spontaneous crazy dude. Loves God, and is still single.

HAHA.




Annnnd that's some of Detention. Haha.



Yeah(: What I would give to be a part of that photo, legitimately. Heh. Okay. Soon. SOON. IM AH COMING BACK CAUSE I NEED TO GET BACK INTO DANCE SO BAD.

Plus I have all that catch-up to do ._.


If you want to see a few more photos, click -->HERE<-- , once again, its Priscilla's Multiply Album thingy :D

Gosh, now i have to write a proper story. I hope I don't screw it up..


Oh yeah I almost forgot. Here's the blog of the guy who started it all, creator, choreographer, music mixer, teacher, amazing friend, inspiration to us all, Josh Simon. Go check it out ;D

Here's a quote:

"ANd OMG ! WE're going on stage in THREE HOURS!!
After all these practices, rehearsals, new people, new friends, new dance moves!
WE're UP ON STAGE!
Im smiling coz... about 3-4 months ago, I was sitting at the convention Centre with Keann, sneaking in to watch NRA"s Fantasia. A little suggestion was made by the two of us, to start a dance group. One of my dreams at that moment, was to perform on the convention centre stage... after 3-4 months... we're gonna be on it, taking over it, in 3 hours."

Heh. Go see. And here's a final shoutout to everyone in Detention that worked so hard, laughed so hard, and came together to choreo various parts of the whole thing, cause it was definitely a huge group effort. :D See you guys soon aye (:


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SO ANYWAY, BLOG CONTEST.




Quoting my good friend Matt:

Attention friends and everyone else reading this who has a blog!

I NEED YOUR HELP!

See there's this little contest going on where the winner gets to bring 50 friends along for a private movie screening of that new animation movie Wall-E. To increase the chances of winning, i'll need your participation and contribution..

What you basically have to do is to post an entry on YOUR blog recounting the craziest thing you've ever done for love, signing off with "Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008" THEN linking to my blog (matthew-zachary.blogspot.com) as the originator blog.


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I don't care much for the movie, but hey! Movie theatre, 50 of us kids taking over, PILLOWFIGHT, I'm in :DD


So here's my contribution to Matt:



"The craziest thing i've done for love.. planning and saving up for her birthday 5 months in advance, so i could buy her a huge ice-cream cake and a gigantic tweety bird soft toy, her favourite, for her 16th birthday in school. And getting her friends to give her the cake and take the credit, and not being at the cake-cutting, because she would have just felt weird about it, and have been a ruined birthday. I watched from the corner of the canteen."

Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008




Yeah well. Hey. We were all stupid, once. So anyone who reads this, just type that out and link matthew-zachary etc at the bottom the way I did, okay? It won't take no time at all(:


Lol. Okay newswriting. Happy National Day! CHURCHTIME NOW.


Sunday, August 3, 2008

I shall now attempt to fry a banana

AND HERE ARE THE RESULTS:



:/ HEY IT STILL TASTES GOOD OKAY. AND ITS LIKE THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE MAKING ANY SORT OF BATTER. IDK.

Anyway despite that, I was still feeling quite happy about myself until I went to google a picture of fried bananas:



Sigh. WELL OKAY THEN YOU TEACH ME HOW TO COOK. BAH ):


Oh my sister attempted to make one:




And then we chucked a whole lot more flour into the batter and tried another:





I think the last one needed more sugar..if im going to throw that much batter on it i need to balance out the sugar lol.


I still have two more bananas in the bag, but I'm tired. Lol. Well. Was fun. I wonder if fried oranges are any good? :s


Bleh. HAHA OKAY NIGHT

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Oooh

SO i was going through my photos today:




Watchout imma keelchu



Heh.



What iz going onz? :s



Don't ask.



(:

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Recep Picture Post

Boo. This is me shoving the pictures of destroyed specs in your face in the event that in my uber long entry bellow you gave up and never even got to the pictures part. Haha. Gah well. Go for it [:


:/

PICTURE TIME














Actually I realise that in photos, these don't look that bad. But trust me, they are. Like twisted to the side and all that. Just that I fail at taking photos. Using photobooth alone doesn't help <_<





















Sigh. So remember I mentioned I attempted to be a repairman and stuff and tinkered with my graveyard of spectacles? Haha. Here it is.



The stuff.




And the pair I managed to kill even more, snapping the thing clean off ><



Blah. Haha. The next pictures are the tool I used the whole night that saved my life and for that I am eternally grateful.



It doesn't look like much now.



But :D


I tried to rotate the damn photo with Preview so the light shining thing there would be coming down from the top, but ah it refuses to work for me. Just pretend XD



Blah.

Oh here's the final product that i'm wearing atm but NEVER will wear outside if I can help it!




Omg can. Haha. Look, the bloody lens don't even fit in there. Hahahaha.





And like so.... So yeah. Haha.




Blahhhhh. Its morninngg! And I have a lit review to do on pain of death! Later! Haha.