Oh who am i kidding. I'm not a good dancer. Lol.
But force me into a studio for 2 weeks with youtube and all and i very well could be, s'long as you keep me happy.
Gosh my sense of I-can-do-anything is incorrigible.
But seriously! :/ I shall not explain myself any further, I think i've dug a big enough hole for myself already HAHA.
So i was bugging around on the com again, and i suddenly feel quite inspired even as the effects of Rapture slowly fade away, cause I just stumbled on yet another dancer's blog. And i've decided that my current favourite people are dancers who love God :D
Who says the two don't go together? (:
Ohyeah. My mom. *wince*
ANYWAY. Here plugs testimony. I might as well, after forwarding it to Keenan and all.
WARNING: REALLY LONG POSSIBLY OVERDEEP POST GOING THROUGH ABOUT THE PAST ALL OF MY LIFE BUT IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW ME BETTER THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF OR SOMETHING, GO RIGHT AHEAD.
Otherwise, scroll right down to the bottom and save both you and me some grief. :D
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I grew up in a Christian family, you already know that. Haha. Went to church since before I can remember, grew up with stories of David, Esther, Samuel and the Five Loaves and Two Fishes. All my life, knowing that this person called Jesus the Son of God lived and died for us, washing our black blood white with his red blood, etc.
Problem was, growing up like that, I never took it seriously much. I mean, I guess I was saved at like K2? But looking back on my life since then it wasn’t really about God. It was about me. What I wanted. My reasons. My decisions. My kinda badly skewed up motivations:/
And it showed lah. I never had much respect for teachers or anyone since young. Got sent to the principal forever in primary school for getting soaked in the rain, being the ringleader of this gang against a rival gang thing (hey, it was Primary 1. Come on. I sat down on first day of school and looked across, and decided I didn’t like this guy cause his name was funny, and he didn’t like me either, so yeah ._.)
Was smart though. Growing up my parents and me heard the same thing over and over again from my various teachers. “Qi En is a really smart kid, but he needs to focus. Grow up. Have respect. Etc” And that didn’t really help things much…
So I got worse. Argued with parents a whole lot. Got pissed when they did the whole “don’t argue with me. You are so disrespectful” shut off thing. Which happened often. Didn’t do my work. Still got in trouble a lot. In church, I knew the “Bible”. The stories and stuff. But I doubt I really Knew the Word. Carried on the way I had always carried on. Lazy. Naughty. Sleeping or playing during messages. Church was just this thing that was cool, hey Jesus died for me yay I believe that, now lets have some fun!
And other parents and teachers that were heavily involved in the church, the stuff they did, I looked at them as they walked past and thought “I want to have fun first. Serving God can wait.”
So that was basically my mindset as a kid. Not once did I give any thought to the fact that I wasn’t being a good Christian. Friends who were Buddhist and stuff were the prefects and all, and I was pretty much the most notorious kid back in Fairfield Primary, where I was from Primary 3 onwards. Didn’t do schoolwork starting from Primary 4, fighting, stealing plastic soccer balls from the PE room, ignoring Chinese teachers, getting into a fight with EVERY single one of them that taught me.
..Yeah. And secondary school got worse. Never did my work. Never copied either. Lied a lot, to everyone. I stole. From the library. From my parents’ wallets. From friends. Classmates. I would go into classrooms during morning assembly and ninja out money from wallets left there.
):
Not something I’m proud of at all, but yeah.. * wince *
And God was..Idk where He was in this. Really. I hardly knew what I was doing at that point.
So suddenly I’m Sec 4, after much drama all through my life. Not very well-liked, not quite sure why, doing very badly in mostly everything except English and Lit. Yeah. And I’ve stopped going to church. Mostly because I just can’t be bothered. My parents think I’m going to friend’s churches (Relationship with parents really bad at this point too), but really I’m staying at home, using the computer.
And 2-3 weeks later, everything falls to bits.
Life wasn’t great to begin with, but I was kinda dealing. But this particular week, everything just shattered and at the same time. All my results got owned. English and Lit included. Friends kinda hated me. Parents…lol. I had no money. And my love life..
Hey, don’t laugh at the love life bit. Okay. That was painful.
Lol. Er. Yeah. So I had enough, and I was upstairs alone somewhere in school above the canteen feeling very bad about myself. And suddenly I can’t take it anymore and I break. I break down, start sobbing, (ok the sobbing part had been happening quite frequently over the past two years of my life, its been quite bad), and I tell God that I’m sorry, I’m really sorry for running away from Him and I’ve had enough, I want to come back, I want to come back like the prodigal son, I’ve tried things my way and its failed horribly, I can’t be that kind of person, and I can only be living in You. But Lord please please will You show me a way. I want to come back to You but can You please show me a way.
):
I end the prayer, wipe my tears, and feel a bit better about myself. There’s this vague sense of peace, but not really? And I go downstairs wondering what’s going to happen now, because I really have no idea, and I don’t do this repentance thing very often. ._.
And I’m downstairs, and I see Grace Kee being surrounded by a group of guys, her classmates, and they’re heckling her like crazy, because she got them all in serious trouble a week ago when they swore, bullied, insulted and threw things at their form teacher, and Grace ran out and told the principal.
This is River Valley, mind you. Prestigious top Chinese school or something. Lol.
And the guys have all these really logical reasons about why there was no harm done, the teacher never tells on them anyway, they’ve done it before, there was no need for you to go and get us in trouble, you didn’t want to do it because you’re the class monitor or anything, you just wanted to get us in trouble. And the whole class was there agreeing with them.
And Grace was alone on this, but she simply kept repeating that “She felt it was wrong”, and you could see the fervor and conviction there.
And she was just there, doing that, and being an awesome testimony to me right there at that point in time and it was like God telling me “Here, this is the kind of Christian I want you to be”.
And it was an amazing thing for me. She didn’t even know it. Now somehow, over the past two weeks, I had gotten kinda close to Grace, and Maria (who are both in COOS), and I knew they were in COOS. And Christians.
And that’s the kind of Christian I wanted to be. And I got to thinking: If COOS can produce good fruit like that, how can they be all that bad? For Maria and Grace have this general reputation for being super nice, especially Maria, for always letting people walk over her because she’s so nice, its like a running joke in Maria’s class. And here I am, a Christian like them, but nothing like them at all. And they are from COOS!
For I’ve been told my whole life growing up that Charismatic Churches are bad, they don’t follow the Bible, they do their own practices, they do funny things not in the Bible like speaking in tongues, and only Jesus can heal people, etc. And when told about it, always given two churches as an example. City Harvest, because they’re the biggest, and COOS because they’re just next door.
So yeah. But I’ve just been amazingly touched by God, and I want to come back to Him, so the next week I go to COOS for the first time ever with Grace and Maria to find out what I’m missing.
And I am awed. As in, the songs are so familiar, songs I used to sing in BB back in primary school, and you can just see that everyone is loving God so much! As in, all those pointers about COOS and you know, they just jump around, they want to have fun, its not really about God, its bad, went right out the window.
Because I could clearly see, and feel, all around me, that the focus of this whole thing was only God. Only God. In everyone’s faces. It wasn’t about having fun, but wholehearted devotion to serving God. And the passion was so evident there.
And I was like whoa : o
And Pastor Jen came up to give the message. This was about end July 2006. And the message just spoke so greatly to me. Like she was using her own experiences to talk about something, and it was exactly and I mean scarily exactly what I was going through in my own life. Things like that. Like God was speaking right into the most wounded parts of my heart.
And over the next few weeks and months, God proceeded to break me down every single week, with the messages from Pastor Jen and Pastor Bee?, and the altar calls that were directed pointedly at me, and just being so real in my life(:
I mean, I still didn’t really know what to make of the tongues thing at first, as in the weeks I happened to be there at first, for some reason there were no or very little tongues and stuff, until Pastor Derek came down. I was very sensitive that week, and very conflicted, I remember. Haha. Went up to Pastor Bee afterwards to ask questions, and read that whole part of Corinthians regarding it.
But even though I didn’t quite know what to make of it, I stayed anyway, for it was clear that God was in this church, for you could see so much good fruit being produced, and I stayed.
To cut a long story short, 2 years down the road, look at me now, and where God has taken me, its been a crazy two years, and I feel the only two most real years of my life. When people ask: “What’s the most favourite moment in your life”, I can’t answer them, because every single week when I come and pour out my heart to God during worship, it is incomparable to anything else I’ve experienced throughout the week, even though it may have been a blast that particular week. Nothing can compete! And it happens week after week! :D
And its just been, whoa, lah. Haha. Plus my background coming from Fishermen Of Christ Fellowship, and still being stuck in the middle now cause my whole family still goes there, has given me a greater sense I think than most people my age about how inter-church conflict and gossip and judging and all can be so bloody dangerous. And how it can escalate so badly. And how its such a serious problem and very real today.
Things like that. You know last week at service, 26th July, a girl from Natalie’s (Melodie Ghui’s sister) cell came up to me and told me that God told her to tell me that “He has something very special planned for me, to not be discouraged and not lose faith”! And things like these keep happening. Over and over again. And I simply cannot deny the effect He’s been having in my life, miracle after miracle, and I couldn’t get away from Him even if I tried. Haha.
All the glory to Him (:
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I think my posts are too wordy. BUT I DON'T HAVE A CAMERA SEE. HINT HINT.
Ha.
Things I want to be important to me:
God
Dance
Love
Craziness
Swims, runs.
Friends
Soccer and other random things.
A book to lose myself in.
I have very simple needs, haha.
Gosh I need a game of soccer. I haven't had a good old one in years. I think that's almost literal. Someone? ANYONE? I need to run, chase the ball, sprint like nothing else matters, lose the ball, run halfway across the field again, jump, chest, shoot, score. Die gasping afterwards. And do it all over again. I need to feel the freedom in my limbs again. Sitting in front of the com just doesn't cut it, and turning on youtube to pop to something isn't quite exactly the same. BLAAAGH.
That said, I miss having a good book to read too. A nice warm tight little room, a huge comfy chair, a steaming mug of cocoa or something, a fire going, a radio going on softly in the background, and the phone within arm's reach. And the dog right over there by my feet in the basket.
No, I don't actually have a room like that, but just wait. Its right next on my wishlist right after the room all full of pillows and the pool in the middle of the house above the dining room, which is like below, and the pool is the ceiling. And the run with my three dogs.
WHAT. IM A DREAMER. HOW IS THIS A SURPRISE TO YOU. HAHA.
Just because I don't stop to think doesn't mean I don't stop to dream. :D
Quotes are coming out of my ears today, it seems. :x
HAHA OKAY BRB
Friday, August 1, 2008
Blogging on the PC while the internet is down
I’ve said before that I’m not going to do anything with my love life till I’m 21, for various reasons.
And as such I’m wrenching myself as far away as I possibly can from all possible maybe-relationships and crushes.
And theres always that whole deep-seated fear that even if I did, it would all go to pieces anyway.
Right now I’m experiencing a huge wave of i-miss-you though. Sitting here half-wishing that I wasn’t doing the whole 21 thing, sitting here wondering what it’d be like to have that special someone, that someone that I’d banter with, make fun of and made fun of in return, that someone to be silly and stupid with, that person to hug and hug back, that person to slap me awake when I’m being retarded (negatively), and trusting me to do the same in return if need be, that person who’d love God as much and more than I do, and to worship Him together. To laugh, to cry, and laugh again, to jump around and share the magic moments with, to jump in the sea with, to stay up til late watching the non-existant sunset and talk the night away anyway. To show up at her doorstep on the most random of days with breakfast from halfway across the island just because I want to, and because I felt like it. To run a mile with, to catch movies with, to dance, sing, and all those things. To come back to after a huge epic exhausting day with the guys, because I want to. To wait forever for.
Cause I wanna stare into those eyes that are a window into that amazing soul that inspires and awes and makes me smile and I can’t do anything but look at you.
If there was someone, of course.
What were you thinking. Lol. It would maybe be nice though..
Hmm an hour to kill. Lets go write that testimonial for Pastor Josh.
[An hour later]
OKAY IT IS WRITTEN AND SENT. HAHA. SHOULD I POST IT HERE. TAG ME IF YOU WANT ME TO.
I think Keenan is jumping around screaming attention whore right now. Um ._.
BUT COME ON. BLOG INTERACTIVITY YO.
And as such I’m wrenching myself as far away as I possibly can from all possible maybe-relationships and crushes.
And theres always that whole deep-seated fear that even if I did, it would all go to pieces anyway.
Right now I’m experiencing a huge wave of i-miss-you though. Sitting here half-wishing that I wasn’t doing the whole 21 thing, sitting here wondering what it’d be like to have that special someone, that someone that I’d banter with, make fun of and made fun of in return, that someone to be silly and stupid with, that person to hug and hug back, that person to slap me awake when I’m being retarded (negatively), and trusting me to do the same in return if need be, that person who’d love God as much and more than I do, and to worship Him together. To laugh, to cry, and laugh again, to jump around and share the magic moments with, to jump in the sea with, to stay up til late watching the non-existant sunset and talk the night away anyway. To show up at her doorstep on the most random of days with breakfast from halfway across the island just because I want to, and because I felt like it. To run a mile with, to catch movies with, to dance, sing, and all those things. To come back to after a huge epic exhausting day with the guys, because I want to. To wait forever for.
Cause I wanna stare into those eyes that are a window into that amazing soul that inspires and awes and makes me smile and I can’t do anything but look at you.
If there was someone, of course.
What were you thinking. Lol. It would maybe be nice though..
Hmm an hour to kill. Lets go write that testimonial for Pastor Josh.
[An hour later]
OKAY IT IS WRITTEN AND SENT. HAHA. SHOULD I POST IT HERE. TAG ME IF YOU WANT ME TO.
I think Keenan is jumping around screaming attention whore right now. Um ._.
BUT COME ON. BLOG INTERACTIVITY YO.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
WHEEEEEEE
I AM BACK.HELLO.
: D SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON KAY. And i've had. Like. 1+ hour's worth of sleep over the past 60 hours. BUT IM STILL GOOD CAUSE I WAS AT RAPTURE LAST NIGHT AND IM STILL FLOATINNNGGGGG.
Even though i have like, no legitimate link to SAJC at all.
And don't say honorary student or something cuz that's just lame -.- I've been an "honorary" member of of too many groups in my life already and it never works out..
Elaboration: Secondary School. Sec 1, I didn't like my class. Class next door seemed so much cooler than the people in my class. And the girls were hot so...
Didn't work out much. Worked out for awhile, but then my own class got pissed at me, and when next door class got pissed at me..
YEAH WELL I DIGRESS.
OKAY. But yeah. Idk why. I kinda kinda wish that maybe I was in SA right now or something. Can't pinpoint it, its not just because of their dance or anything....
I think its just, cause, I miss that school spirit thing so much, and the environment.
I never ever experienced much of it to begin with but yeah...
Collective Camaraderie means a lot to me. And i think i was quite envious last night, when everyone knew everyone, and was smiling at everyone, and taking photos like it was prom night all over again, and i wasn't a part of it :|
You'll never get something like that in poly really, i was discussing it with Casey today. Haha.
Then again like, if God somehow conspired to chuck me in SA before poly or whatever, the Pris way, I really doubt i would have joined dance? Cause dance was something i only got into after entering Poly. Yeah.
AND ITS NOT LIKE I DON'T LIKE WHERE I AM ANYWHERE CAUSE OF ALL YOU AWESOME PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.
Keenan. Marv. Josh. Mel. Genny. Bev. Sonia. Sam. Pris. Rachel. Denise. Amandaaaa. Adin. Li. Seth. Larris! Jabez! Seniors, Juniors, and everyone!
(:
But hey...idk. Lol.
OKAY SO YESTERDAY WAS PRETTY DAMN AMAZING KTHANKS. But i'm lazy to digress on how the little kids kinda...owned everyone, how I had to beg the ticketing people to let me in cause Celine ran away with my ticket (granted, i was like 20 minutes late for our meeting ._.), how CHARMAINE WAS PRETTY DAMN AWESOME LAST NIGHT.
I mean. Damn girl. Just damn. I can't touch you you were so hot last night. Lol. And whoaaaaaa (:
HAHAHA IDK IM HIGGGGH.
Charmaine's friends are. Awesome. Spoon and Wenx and Chilung and whoever else i met were pretty damn cool. Especially Chilung who picked me out of the crowd when i was like just randomly stoning. Haha.
Thou shalt break social silences whenever i experience them. I swear. But yeah we got over that pretty quick (:
AND LIKE PRIS WAS THAR. And being socialite Pris. Geeze. Haha. You know. Now I know what its like when i drag people all around saying hi to other people. Its not that great a feeling idk ._.
I AM SORRY EVERYONE I HAVE PUT THROUGH THAT IN THE PAST. OKAY.
But yeah being social kinda fails without a phone. Yisin left right after. I'm alone. No phone. Millions of people. I'm on top floor. Pris is on first floor. Charmaine is...idk lol. Celine...*wince*
AND I CHIONG DOWN TO FIRST FLOOR ANYWAY CAUSE I'M LIKE OPTISMISTIC LIKE THAT.
Yup. Haha.
I think that the biggest thing I took away from the night, besides the epic routines, the snazze of it all, the school spirit going all around, and the awesome mixes, was the last routine at the very back(:
The RP breakers had just finished their stuff, and I'm just sitting there wondering whats next in the darkness.
And suddenly this huge booming voice goes:
Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable.
He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength.
Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
And then they dedicated the very last dance of the night to God, using gospel songs :D
: DDDDD
Now THAT'S outreach, mmkay? I mean, like whoa! ESPLANADE FREAKING ESPLANADE. Wooooooo!!!
I think I kinda. Know where I want to be. Lol. BUT FIRST I NEED TO GET BACK INTO DETENTION AND OTHER STUFF KAY.
Plus the verse itself helped me greatly today, when I was slugging it out once getting home from rapture doing Advertising and Media Management final presentations, 12am-ish onwards till like 3, where i dozed, woke at 4+, panicked, etc, slugged through and in school till MM, and that hectic mad hour after printing everything and doing a full throttle sprint from print room to Block 56 and up 6 flights of stairs to reach like 20 secs before i'd be late for Advert Final Presentation and end up giving like 4 other people zero for everything.
I never got those prints out anyway. Stupid printing shop.
BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER CAUSE WE LIKE. ACED THE FINAL PRESENTATION YO. BOTH OF THEM. HAHA. THANK YOU GODDDDDD.
:DDDDD
Rawr. I'm not sure how it happened, but we had everything at our fingertips when we needed to, graders liked our stuff, we had inspired answers to questions posed. And :D
And the glory goes to You, God (: I know where my strengths lie, and its certainly not bloody finance, or advertising...but hey You put everything together for me, and used me, and used my groupmates even though dear Marvin still doesn't believe in You. Lol.
This is a shoutout to all my groupmates today, Marvin, Casey, Genny, Melodie :D :D :D
ITS OVER YO. ITS FINALLY OVER. HAHA. ALL THAT SPAZZING, ALL THOSE TEARS, DRAMA, LOTS OF STUPID PRINTING MONEY SPENT, 48 HOUR SLEEPNESS NIGHTS, RUNS TO SUBMIT AT THE LAST SECOND.
AND ITS NOT JUST OVER BUT ITS OVER AND WE ACED ALL THAT SHIT. HAHA. WE RULLLEEEE.
Marv: Dude. Seriously. Haha. You rib me so often on certain stuff, and everyone else, and all that, but you're a huge amazing force when we're getting down to it. Haha. Plus everything. Thank you so much for crazy ideas. And reports. And grumping. And being an annoying githead. HAHA. And common sense, and much great general levity. And WRITING THAT KICKASS 16 - PART TV SCRIPT YO MM IS IN THE BAAAAG. HAHA. Lol. OKAY WOW TIME HAHA.
Casey: Dude. Shine Through is all you. MM Print Ad is all you. 4 Ps for our MM is all you. Slides design, THE MOON HAHA, and being dependable like crazy rocks man. Haha. Dude. You come up with the most amazing stuff that the rest of us will never think about in a million years. Whitening Cream would be Rediscover Your Youth or something if not for you. Haha. now lets rock TV! :D
GENNY: I LOVE YOU KAY. I MEAN IT. TIMES A MILLION. SALES PROMO VOUCHERS. BUS ADS OMG YOU DID ALMOST THE WHOLE THING ON YOUR OWN. That whole reporttttt you guys worked on. And the slides gosh! Genny! We'd be nowhere near the A without you! :D
Plus hey being reliable rocks. Alright. Its like Marv and I are subject to random bouts of..idiocy, but you're always like, there. ALWAYS. Hey people don't laugh k. Reliability you will appreciate muchly come projects, and knowing this is someone who will NEVER go MIA. I love you girl (:
MELODIEE: HAHA THIS SHOULD BE FUN :D Okay. Haha. Mel you rock. Everything. Loving God so much, coming down hard on me when im being retarded, which happens like...a lot, and stuff. Hey. Someone has to be the crazy ass order people around and fire and brimstone person right. And we've kinda established that I'm incapable of doing that so hey! Haha. Plus we'd kinda have no photo shoot without you...OH YOUR MUM ROCKS. HAHA. THANK FOR ME AGAIN KAYYY. :D
And we all rocked our socks off for presentations. I think we all know how well we did. I'm lazy to give a play-by-play. Haha. :D
I love this group. Okay. Its like, we're dysfunctional? We have so much retardedness flinging around, but somehow we still get the job done cause somehow we connect, and we're all happy with each other at the end when we somehow pull winning aces out of our asses. Haha. Funness is fun :D
Rahhh. Lol. OKAY. NOW THERES JUST TV AND NEWSWRITING TO KICK BUTT AT AND STUFF.
Or whatever God. Its in your hands. Like always. I know at the start of the week, I had no idea what was going on, and it was quite bad, and too much stuff to juggle, and i basically gave everything over to you. And look how it turned out!!!
So now that i have a bit of time on my hands, (!!!!)
I want to help my juniors. Like yeah. I've been crazy guilty the past few weeks for not being there when my juniors could use a hand, and NOW THEY HAVE MARKETING TEST NEXT WEDNESDAY AND I WANT TO HELP.
Plus it'll help me too lol, seeing that i have advert exam to worry about(:
SO BEV WHEN CAN WE GET TOGETHER AND STUDY. OR SOMETHING. AHA.
Or i could just ask you on msn. Lol.
Also, er. Bellejoy is evil. It has been established.
OKAY OFF TO GUILT-FREE PLEASURE DERIVED FROM SLACKING NIGHT.
GOODBYE TILL SOON KAY. HAHA.
:DDDD
: D SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON KAY. And i've had. Like. 1+ hour's worth of sleep over the past 60 hours. BUT IM STILL GOOD CAUSE I WAS AT RAPTURE LAST NIGHT AND IM STILL FLOATINNNGGGGG.
Even though i have like, no legitimate link to SAJC at all.
And don't say honorary student or something cuz that's just lame -.- I've been an "honorary" member of of too many groups in my life already and it never works out..
Elaboration: Secondary School. Sec 1, I didn't like my class. Class next door seemed so much cooler than the people in my class. And the girls were hot so...
Didn't work out much. Worked out for awhile, but then my own class got pissed at me, and when next door class got pissed at me..
YEAH WELL I DIGRESS.
OKAY. But yeah. Idk why. I kinda kinda wish that maybe I was in SA right now or something. Can't pinpoint it, its not just because of their dance or anything....
I think its just, cause, I miss that school spirit thing so much, and the environment.
I never ever experienced much of it to begin with but yeah...
Collective Camaraderie means a lot to me. And i think i was quite envious last night, when everyone knew everyone, and was smiling at everyone, and taking photos like it was prom night all over again, and i wasn't a part of it :|
You'll never get something like that in poly really, i was discussing it with Casey today. Haha.
Then again like, if God somehow conspired to chuck me in SA before poly or whatever, the Pris way, I really doubt i would have joined dance? Cause dance was something i only got into after entering Poly. Yeah.
AND ITS NOT LIKE I DON'T LIKE WHERE I AM ANYWHERE CAUSE OF ALL YOU AWESOME PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.
Keenan. Marv. Josh. Mel. Genny. Bev. Sonia. Sam. Pris. Rachel. Denise. Amandaaaa. Adin. Li. Seth. Larris! Jabez! Seniors, Juniors, and everyone!
(:
But hey...idk. Lol.
OKAY SO YESTERDAY WAS PRETTY DAMN AMAZING KTHANKS. But i'm lazy to digress on how the little kids kinda...owned everyone, how I had to beg the ticketing people to let me in cause Celine ran away with my ticket (granted, i was like 20 minutes late for our meeting ._.), how CHARMAINE WAS PRETTY DAMN AWESOME LAST NIGHT.
I mean. Damn girl. Just damn. I can't touch you you were so hot last night. Lol. And whoaaaaaa (:
HAHAHA IDK IM HIGGGGH.
Charmaine's friends are. Awesome. Spoon and Wenx and Chilung and whoever else i met were pretty damn cool. Especially Chilung who picked me out of the crowd when i was like just randomly stoning. Haha.
Thou shalt break social silences whenever i experience them. I swear. But yeah we got over that pretty quick (:
AND LIKE PRIS WAS THAR. And being socialite Pris. Geeze. Haha. You know. Now I know what its like when i drag people all around saying hi to other people. Its not that great a feeling idk ._.
I AM SORRY EVERYONE I HAVE PUT THROUGH THAT IN THE PAST. OKAY.
But yeah being social kinda fails without a phone. Yisin left right after. I'm alone. No phone. Millions of people. I'm on top floor. Pris is on first floor. Charmaine is...idk lol. Celine...*wince*
AND I CHIONG DOWN TO FIRST FLOOR ANYWAY CAUSE I'M LIKE OPTISMISTIC LIKE THAT.
Yup. Haha.
I think that the biggest thing I took away from the night, besides the epic routines, the snazze of it all, the school spirit going all around, and the awesome mixes, was the last routine at the very back(:
The RP breakers had just finished their stuff, and I'm just sitting there wondering whats next in the darkness.
And suddenly this huge booming voice goes:
Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable.
He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength.
Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
And then they dedicated the very last dance of the night to God, using gospel songs :D
: DDDDD
Now THAT'S outreach, mmkay? I mean, like whoa! ESPLANADE FREAKING ESPLANADE. Wooooooo!!!
I think I kinda. Know where I want to be. Lol. BUT FIRST I NEED TO GET BACK INTO DETENTION AND OTHER STUFF KAY.
Plus the verse itself helped me greatly today, when I was slugging it out once getting home from rapture doing Advertising and Media Management final presentations, 12am-ish onwards till like 3, where i dozed, woke at 4+, panicked, etc, slugged through and in school till MM, and that hectic mad hour after printing everything and doing a full throttle sprint from print room to Block 56 and up 6 flights of stairs to reach like 20 secs before i'd be late for Advert Final Presentation and end up giving like 4 other people zero for everything.
I never got those prints out anyway. Stupid printing shop.
BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER CAUSE WE LIKE. ACED THE FINAL PRESENTATION YO. BOTH OF THEM. HAHA. THANK YOU GODDDDDD.
:DDDDD
Rawr. I'm not sure how it happened, but we had everything at our fingertips when we needed to, graders liked our stuff, we had inspired answers to questions posed. And :D
And the glory goes to You, God (: I know where my strengths lie, and its certainly not bloody finance, or advertising...but hey You put everything together for me, and used me, and used my groupmates even though dear Marvin still doesn't believe in You. Lol.
This is a shoutout to all my groupmates today, Marvin, Casey, Genny, Melodie :D :D :D
ITS OVER YO. ITS FINALLY OVER. HAHA. ALL THAT SPAZZING, ALL THOSE TEARS, DRAMA, LOTS OF STUPID PRINTING MONEY SPENT, 48 HOUR SLEEPNESS NIGHTS, RUNS TO SUBMIT AT THE LAST SECOND.
AND ITS NOT JUST OVER BUT ITS OVER AND WE ACED ALL THAT SHIT. HAHA. WE RULLLEEEE.
Marv: Dude. Seriously. Haha. You rib me so often on certain stuff, and everyone else, and all that, but you're a huge amazing force when we're getting down to it. Haha. Plus everything. Thank you so much for crazy ideas. And reports. And grumping. And being an annoying githead. HAHA. And common sense, and much great general levity. And WRITING THAT KICKASS 16 - PART TV SCRIPT YO MM IS IN THE BAAAAG. HAHA. Lol. OKAY WOW TIME HAHA.
Casey: Dude. Shine Through is all you. MM Print Ad is all you. 4 Ps for our MM is all you. Slides design, THE MOON HAHA, and being dependable like crazy rocks man. Haha. Dude. You come up with the most amazing stuff that the rest of us will never think about in a million years. Whitening Cream would be Rediscover Your Youth or something if not for you. Haha. now lets rock TV! :D
GENNY: I LOVE YOU KAY. I MEAN IT. TIMES A MILLION. SALES PROMO VOUCHERS. BUS ADS OMG YOU DID ALMOST THE WHOLE THING ON YOUR OWN. That whole reporttttt you guys worked on. And the slides gosh! Genny! We'd be nowhere near the A without you! :D
Plus hey being reliable rocks. Alright. Its like Marv and I are subject to random bouts of..idiocy, but you're always like, there. ALWAYS. Hey people don't laugh k. Reliability you will appreciate muchly come projects, and knowing this is someone who will NEVER go MIA. I love you girl (:
MELODIEE: HAHA THIS SHOULD BE FUN :D Okay. Haha. Mel you rock. Everything. Loving God so much, coming down hard on me when im being retarded, which happens like...a lot, and stuff. Hey. Someone has to be the crazy ass order people around and fire and brimstone person right. And we've kinda established that I'm incapable of doing that so hey! Haha. Plus we'd kinda have no photo shoot without you...OH YOUR MUM ROCKS. HAHA. THANK FOR ME AGAIN KAYYY. :D
And we all rocked our socks off for presentations. I think we all know how well we did. I'm lazy to give a play-by-play. Haha. :D
I love this group. Okay. Its like, we're dysfunctional? We have so much retardedness flinging around, but somehow we still get the job done cause somehow we connect, and we're all happy with each other at the end when we somehow pull winning aces out of our asses. Haha. Funness is fun :D
Rahhh. Lol. OKAY. NOW THERES JUST TV AND NEWSWRITING TO KICK BUTT AT AND STUFF.
Or whatever God. Its in your hands. Like always. I know at the start of the week, I had no idea what was going on, and it was quite bad, and too much stuff to juggle, and i basically gave everything over to you. And look how it turned out!!!
So now that i have a bit of time on my hands, (!!!!)
I want to help my juniors. Like yeah. I've been crazy guilty the past few weeks for not being there when my juniors could use a hand, and NOW THEY HAVE MARKETING TEST NEXT WEDNESDAY AND I WANT TO HELP.
Plus it'll help me too lol, seeing that i have advert exam to worry about(:
SO BEV WHEN CAN WE GET TOGETHER AND STUDY. OR SOMETHING. AHA.
Or i could just ask you on msn. Lol.
Also, er. Bellejoy is evil. It has been established.
OKAY OFF TO GUILT-FREE PLEASURE DERIVED FROM SLACKING NIGHT.
GOODBYE TILL SOON KAY. HAHA.
:DDDD
Friday, July 18, 2008
Honouring Keenan
Tags. Haha Ah wellll
1. The person who last tagged you is:
2. Your relationship with him/her is:
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
6.If he/she become your lover, you will:
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate a
Unable to say no. Lack of self-restraint. Flaring up at parents. Being so forgetful, and bad at managing money. And being a manager in general. I'm such a one-track-mind person...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:Jesus. More and more like Him each day please :D
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
1. CHARMAINE
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
This should be fun
22. What is no.2 studying?
SAJC AND THE BIBLE
25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Lol.
26. Will you woo no.3?
LOL
27. How about no.5?
No. Again.
28. Is no.4 single?
Yesssss. Unless scandal with yissinnnn counnnts. KIDDING. HAHA.
29. What is the surname of no.5?
.....
....
Some indian thing. I give up.
30. What hobbies does number 4 have?
Hockey hockey!! (:
31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
HAHA YES
32. Where is no.2 studying?
SAJCCC
33. Talk something casually about no.1:
GET WELL SOON LOVE YOU GIRL
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Should i?
35. Where does no.9 live at?
Ang Mo Kio! Where you'd never expect to find an Ang Mo!
Okay that was bad.
36. What colour does no.4 like?
...Pink? What. I'm hedging my bets.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
No. Its such a waste. I think they'd hit it off well.
38. Does no.7 like no.2?
No idea who each other are. Then again, both have been/are in SAJC, both are cell leaders to sec school girls, and try so hard to keep me in line. Haha. They should!
39. How do you get to know no.2?
FUEL UP. THEN RANDOM INVITE TO SOME GIRL'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WHO I'VE NEVER MET
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
JAAZZZZZZ
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
She has stalkerrrsssss.
Then again so do most girls i know. Is it just me. *winces*
1. The person who last tagged you is:
Keenan. I think. Lol.
2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Churchmate, lifesaver, pretty much the only guy willing to put up entirely with all my crap. Lol. Guy. Not girls. Girls is another story...BUT LETS NOT GO THERE
3. Your five impression of him/her:
3. Your five impression of him/her:
Whacked out, crazy, unafraid to come down hard, generous with time AND everything else, so much love.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Lol? Its not so much one thing, but a whole huge cumulation of things, like helping me so much for all my advert when ever i need photoshop/a place to stayover/someone to talk to etc.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Nrrk.
6.If he/she become your lover, you will:
No.
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Fail. You fail so hard. I swear. Did you ever think about guys doing this tag? I mean girls to guys yes, but all you really wanted to see was girl on girl action, wasn't it. Jeez
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
Sigh. Heavily. For the rest of my life.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
Cause..he's taking HSM hate to a new level? HAHA.
Maybe being the AntiChrist. Lol. Its hard to think of something that i couldn't forgive..
Maybe being the AntiChrist. Lol. Its hard to think of something that i couldn't forgive..
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Pay him back and do in equal share and more everything he's done for me.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Whoohoooo!
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
<_<>_> ._> :blink:
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are:
Er. No. I refuse to get drawn into thinking about things I like about me. Sheesh. All glory to God, mmkay.
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate a
bout yourself are:
Unable to say no. Lack of self-restraint. Flaring up at parents. Being so forgetful, and bad at managing money. And being a manager in general. I'm such a one-track-mind person...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Love you too, lets hang out one day when I can pay for everything for you that day cause I appreciate you back so much and for bailing me out so much, just wait when I'm in the clear (:
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you
Sigh.
1. CHARMAINE
2. CHARLENE
3. HANNAH
4. MELODI
5. JOSH SIMON
3. HANNAH
4. MELODI
5. JOSH SIMON
6. BEVERLY
7. PRIS
8. MATT
9. ADIN
10. Someone who doesn't like me. I mean, whats the point of asking so many people who you know are clearly going to write raving reviews of their friend..
Then again that's the ego surfacing again. HAHA
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
*snort*
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
..
Definitely female.
Then again that's the ego surfacing again. HAHA
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
*snort*
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
..
Definitely female.
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
This should be fun
22. What is no.2 studying?
SAJC AND THE BIBLE
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Not since forever. The girl actually IGNORED ME THE LAST TIME I WAS YELLING BYE HANNAH BYE HANNAH BYE HANNAH at the hawker. I just gave up after that. HAHA
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Good question
Not since forever. The girl actually IGNORED ME THE LAST TIME I WAS YELLING BYE HANNAH BYE HANNAH BYE HANNAH at the hawker. I just gave up after that. HAHA
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Good question
25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Lol.
26. Will you woo no.3?
LOL
27. How about no.5?
No. Again.
28. Is no.4 single?
Yesssss. Unless scandal with yissinnnn counnnts. KIDDING. HAHA.
29. What is the surname of no.5?
.....
....
Some indian thing. I give up.
30. What hobbies does number 4 have?
Hockey hockey!! (:
31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
HAHA YES
32. Where is no.2 studying?
SAJCCC
33. Talk something casually about no.1:
GET WELL SOON LOVE YOU GIRL
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Should i?
35. Where does no.9 live at?
Ang Mo Kio! Where you'd never expect to find an Ang Mo!
Okay that was bad.
36. What colour does no.4 like?
...Pink? What. I'm hedging my bets.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
No. Its such a waste. I think they'd hit it off well.
38. Does no.7 like no.2?
No idea who each other are. Then again, both have been/are in SAJC, both are cell leaders to sec school girls, and try so hard to keep me in line. Haha. They should!
39. How do you get to know no.2?
FUEL UP. THEN RANDOM INVITE TO SOME GIRL'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WHO I'VE NEVER MET
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
JAAZZZZZZ
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
She has stalkerrrsssss.
Then again so do most girls i know. Is it just me. *winces*
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Exhausted
So today I'm going to blog about God.
But first, the 30 sec kneel down prayer revolution :D
I was gonna post a picture, but blogger images seems to be down so ah well. Anyway:
http://www.30kd.org/
This is their site. I'll give you a rundown. Its a school movement started (in Africa?) where Christian Students sink down on their knees in public in their schools for 30 secs to pray for them. In the classrooms, in the corridors, on the basketball court just before a game, at the school gates, anywhere at all. Anywhere is fair game, and a short 30 sec prayer to the Lord for intercession, revival and change follows.
I'm doing it. I don't care if anyone else is or isn't. But I am. I got off the bus today for school and knelt at the tables at the Student Plaza to pray, i was terrified beforehand, and was hyping myself up to do it all the way on the bus, but the moment it was done I wanted to do it again. And again and again. Like every few metres: D
But then i'd never get to class on time so...
So I managed to do it once today. 30 seconds of prayer. Public prayer. Prayer where I'm putting myself out there for God. And if my friends ask me what im doing, and they're Christian, opportunity to spread the movement! And if they're not Christian, its reach out time!
:D
And I'm doing this because I believe that prayer can and WILL make an impact. Prayer is like fuel. And its our job to spread it and slosh it around. And keep pouring it out. And its God that lights the match for revival :D
This was taken from the message from Pastor Daniel at Ngee Ann Poly on Tuesday at the Poly Day of Prayer, where people from all the different polys came down to Ngee Ann, who hosted it, to pray for their schools.
And finally I understand the importance of prayer. I used to doubt a little before, I mean like, sure prayers have an effect, but I didn't know how lol. And now I know. The fuel thing. Its the laying of the groundwork for God to move mightily!
And I will stand up and lay it, dammit, haha :D
Poly Day Of Prayer. Was so good(: Lots of COOS people were there haha, Pastor Josh and Pastor Jen too! The turnout was kinda..just nice? Haha, like the LT was filled just enough with space to move around a bit. But considering how many people each poly has in it...
Wait for next year. Its gonnnaaaa be A BLAST. :D
I mean, besides the awesome worship, and the prayer, and the message etc, I personally gained something from that that I hoped others did too.
I was able to worship alongside people that usually see me like more...restrained? in school, and vice versa. I mean not that i'm less crazy in school, but its a bit different. Like I don't open myself up to vulnerability the way I do in church, to worship God. Yeah. And it was interesting how I was trying to break out of that in a semi "school" setting, specially praising God alongside Tab.
Cause usually we're a bit "act cool", in general, and i think standing next to each other watching each other pour out their passion and love for God blessed us greatly, both as individuals and as brother/sister in Christ.
:D
And that's how it should be among all Christians in school/class! Unafraid to proclaim their fervor for God!
But yeah(:
Also I got 1 of the 3 breakthroughs I was looking for since I started the Daniel Fast. Haha. Yayish. God is good :D
The Daniel Fast...has been interesting to say the least, pondering what i can and cannot eat, and mulling over the grey areas of things such as milk, soya bean drinks, eggs, etc.
Because technically I'm supposed to be hitting veggies and water? Haha.
Up to what I want to achieve in and honour God with, I guess. (:
Yuppp. But its been cool. Haha. And I just know God has greater things in store for me with the undertaking of this fast, so its all worth it and I'm still glad, even if I get pissed off at Ngee Ann's Canteens super veggietarian-unfriendliness.
Lol. Ok ok ok. Work time. Lotish to do. Etc. Yawn. Haha. Later and see you tmr after I've done the kneeling 30 second thing AT LEAST TWICE. :D
WILL YOU JOIN ME, WHETHER YOU'RE IN MY SCHOOL OR NOT
But first, the 30 sec kneel down prayer revolution :D
I was gonna post a picture, but blogger images seems to be down so ah well. Anyway:
http://www.30kd.org/
This is their site. I'll give you a rundown. Its a school movement started (in Africa?) where Christian Students sink down on their knees in public in their schools for 30 secs to pray for them. In the classrooms, in the corridors, on the basketball court just before a game, at the school gates, anywhere at all. Anywhere is fair game, and a short 30 sec prayer to the Lord for intercession, revival and change follows.
I'm doing it. I don't care if anyone else is or isn't. But I am. I got off the bus today for school and knelt at the tables at the Student Plaza to pray, i was terrified beforehand, and was hyping myself up to do it all the way on the bus, but the moment it was done I wanted to do it again. And again and again. Like every few metres: D
But then i'd never get to class on time so...
So I managed to do it once today. 30 seconds of prayer. Public prayer. Prayer where I'm putting myself out there for God. And if my friends ask me what im doing, and they're Christian, opportunity to spread the movement! And if they're not Christian, its reach out time!
:D
And I'm doing this because I believe that prayer can and WILL make an impact. Prayer is like fuel. And its our job to spread it and slosh it around. And keep pouring it out. And its God that lights the match for revival :D
This was taken from the message from Pastor Daniel at Ngee Ann Poly on Tuesday at the Poly Day of Prayer, where people from all the different polys came down to Ngee Ann, who hosted it, to pray for their schools.
And finally I understand the importance of prayer. I used to doubt a little before, I mean like, sure prayers have an effect, but I didn't know how lol. And now I know. The fuel thing. Its the laying of the groundwork for God to move mightily!
And I will stand up and lay it, dammit, haha :D
Poly Day Of Prayer. Was so good(: Lots of COOS people were there haha, Pastor Josh and Pastor Jen too! The turnout was kinda..just nice? Haha, like the LT was filled just enough with space to move around a bit. But considering how many people each poly has in it...
Wait for next year. Its gonnnaaaa be A BLAST. :D
I mean, besides the awesome worship, and the prayer, and the message etc, I personally gained something from that that I hoped others did too.
I was able to worship alongside people that usually see me like more...restrained? in school, and vice versa. I mean not that i'm less crazy in school, but its a bit different. Like I don't open myself up to vulnerability the way I do in church, to worship God. Yeah. And it was interesting how I was trying to break out of that in a semi "school" setting, specially praising God alongside Tab.
Cause usually we're a bit "act cool", in general, and i think standing next to each other watching each other pour out their passion and love for God blessed us greatly, both as individuals and as brother/sister in Christ.
:D
And that's how it should be among all Christians in school/class! Unafraid to proclaim their fervor for God!
But yeah(:
Also I got 1 of the 3 breakthroughs I was looking for since I started the Daniel Fast. Haha. Yayish. God is good :D
The Daniel Fast...has been interesting to say the least, pondering what i can and cannot eat, and mulling over the grey areas of things such as milk, soya bean drinks, eggs, etc.
Because technically I'm supposed to be hitting veggies and water? Haha.
Up to what I want to achieve in and honour God with, I guess. (:
Yuppp. But its been cool. Haha. And I just know God has greater things in store for me with the undertaking of this fast, so its all worth it and I'm still glad, even if I get pissed off at Ngee Ann's Canteens super veggietarian-unfriendliness.
Lol. Ok ok ok. Work time. Lotish to do. Etc. Yawn. Haha. Later and see you tmr after I've done the kneeling 30 second thing AT LEAST TWICE. :D
WILL YOU JOIN ME, WHETHER YOU'RE IN MY SCHOOL OR NOT
Monday, July 14, 2008
ITS POOL PARTY TIME
SO FRESHIES. ARE YOU STILL READING MY BLOG. HAHA. READ THIS:
HELLO, FOC FIRST YEARS AND OTHER FIRST YEARS. NPSU IS HAVING SPLASH!, A POOL PARTY ONLY FOR 1ST YEARS TO HAVE A BLAST JUST FOR YOU :D COME DOWN FRIDAY NIGHT AND JUMP INTO THE WATER OF THE ALUMNI POOL WHILE MUSIC BLASTS AWAY INTO THE NIGHT FROM RADIO HEATWAVE. FOOD PROVIDED. AND ITS ALL FREE. COME FOR A SNEAK PREVIEW OF CHALLENGERS CAMP, THE CAMP EVERYONE WANTS TO BE AT! SEE YOU THERE :D
Venue: Alumni Clubhouse Pool
Date: 25th July
Day: Friday
Time: 6pm-10pm
Invitees: First Year Students
Dress Code: Beachwear
Food: Chicken Wings, Sausages, and Beehoon. Lots of it XD
Music: Lots of R&B :D Done by Radio Heatwave, the leading campus radio station with the hippiest student DJs in Singapore :D
Entry: Ticket-based, 200 tickets only
BUT HOW DO YOU GET TICKETS? WELL, DROP BY THE STUDENT PLAZA THIS TUESDAY, THURSDAY AND FRIDAY, AND NEXT MONDAY, WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY TO GET YOUR EXCLUSIVE PASS TO THE FIRST EVER IN SCHOOL POOL PARTY. CHECK IT OUT. WE'LL BE THERE. WILL YOU? :D
GET YOUR TICKETS NOW :DDD
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Ok here's the shameless plug: Its like my event, so support dammit. Lol. And spread the post to other blogs!!! :DDD
HELLO, FOC FIRST YEARS AND OTHER FIRST YEARS. NPSU IS HAVING SPLASH!, A POOL PARTY ONLY FOR 1ST YEARS TO HAVE A BLAST JUST FOR YOU :D COME DOWN FRIDAY NIGHT AND JUMP INTO THE WATER OF THE ALUMNI POOL WHILE MUSIC BLASTS AWAY INTO THE NIGHT FROM RADIO HEATWAVE. FOOD PROVIDED. AND ITS ALL FREE. COME FOR A SNEAK PREVIEW OF CHALLENGERS CAMP, THE CAMP EVERYONE WANTS TO BE AT! SEE YOU THERE :D
Venue: Alumni Clubhouse Pool
Date: 25th July
Day: Friday
Time: 6pm-10pm
Invitees: First Year Students
Dress Code: Beachwear
Food: Chicken Wings, Sausages, and Beehoon. Lots of it XD
Music: Lots of R&B :D Done by Radio Heatwave, the leading campus radio station with the hippiest student DJs in Singapore :D
Entry: Ticket-based, 200 tickets only
BUT HOW DO YOU GET TICKETS? WELL, DROP BY THE STUDENT PLAZA THIS TUESDAY, THURSDAY AND FRIDAY, AND NEXT MONDAY, WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY TO GET YOUR EXCLUSIVE PASS TO THE FIRST EVER IN SCHOOL POOL PARTY. CHECK IT OUT. WE'LL BE THERE. WILL YOU? :D
GET YOUR TICKETS NOW :DDD
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(:
Ok here's the shameless plug: Its like my event, so support dammit. Lol. And spread the post to other blogs!!! :DDD
Ponder
Looking at people's blogs like Hannah, Keenan, Mel and so forth, I am envious.
That assuredness and closeness and paying of attention to God's call, and that love and faith and grace that is shining through so evidently in their lives.
And the willingness to pursue it.
While I'm over here talking about wanting to grow closer to God and all, but still messing around with things like Pool Parties.
Which is cool and all, but increasingly it is being made clear to me that this isn't where I'm supposed to be.
And I have so much more to learn. Maturing in the faith and all. The thorny soil sums me up so aptly. I want to grow in You so much Lord, but look at all these other things I'm paying attention to instead of you. Not because I don't want to, but because they're choking me );
And all I have to do is quit. Walk away.
If only if it was as simple as that. I love SU. I really do. I can see so much good work I can do here for SU, and for the student body. And I love my team. And I'm not just about to cut and run. I refuse to be a failure.
I still effing want to make the pool party a success. I have huge dreams for Halloween. I want to be a part of FOC. I want to make Ngee Ann a damn bloody fun and happening place and I want to be at the forefront of that push, the revamping of SU.
I. I. I. I. I. All me. They're great goals, but where is God in this.
Asking me to quit SU
There. I said it. Its out in the open.
My crowning achievement in my years here, and it hasn't even really started yet.
And about a month ago at EverGlow God nudged me to quit it.
And I didn't understand why, not really.
And its like, I go "God, I can handle it, I can try. I can juggle"
And He goes "no you can't, let me show you why you can't"
Me "But I fit in here"
Him "No you don't, you fit in exactly here, right here, worshipping me"
Me "Its true"
Me "Well I can't quit now. People and things are depending on me. I can't just cut and run. Ok what about if I don't run next year. Just let me serve out my responsibilities"
Him "Ok sure, if you feel happy about it. But look at all the things you're missing out on, and I'm going to keep showing them to you, through your friends, through everything"
And it has been happening. Bumped into Joshua that day, who gave up SU so to commit more to CF, and now is heavily involved in organizing Poly Day Of Prayer, which is going to be awesome and such a huge blessing. Keenan is doing cell outreach, and growing closer to God and other people in Christ, affirmations and the like. Hannah. Yisin. People who have one less thing to distract them from their pursuit of God.
And their lives are so much more blessed by it.
Its gotten to the point where I'm unwilling to go to God in prayer partially because I know what he wants me to do.
I think im gonna go pray now. And cry. Newswriting and MM can wait.
That assuredness and closeness and paying of attention to God's call, and that love and faith and grace that is shining through so evidently in their lives.
And the willingness to pursue it.
While I'm over here talking about wanting to grow closer to God and all, but still messing around with things like Pool Parties.
Which is cool and all, but increasingly it is being made clear to me that this isn't where I'm supposed to be.
And I have so much more to learn. Maturing in the faith and all. The thorny soil sums me up so aptly. I want to grow in You so much Lord, but look at all these other things I'm paying attention to instead of you. Not because I don't want to, but because they're choking me );
And all I have to do is quit. Walk away.
If only if it was as simple as that. I love SU. I really do. I can see so much good work I can do here for SU, and for the student body. And I love my team. And I'm not just about to cut and run. I refuse to be a failure.
I still effing want to make the pool party a success. I have huge dreams for Halloween. I want to be a part of FOC. I want to make Ngee Ann a damn bloody fun and happening place and I want to be at the forefront of that push, the revamping of SU.
I. I. I. I. I. All me. They're great goals, but where is God in this.
Asking me to quit SU
There. I said it. Its out in the open.
My crowning achievement in my years here, and it hasn't even really started yet.
And about a month ago at EverGlow God nudged me to quit it.
And I didn't understand why, not really.
And its like, I go "God, I can handle it, I can try. I can juggle"
And He goes "no you can't, let me show you why you can't"
Me "But I fit in here"
Him "No you don't, you fit in exactly here, right here, worshipping me"
Me "Its true"
Me "Well I can't quit now. People and things are depending on me. I can't just cut and run. Ok what about if I don't run next year. Just let me serve out my responsibilities"
Him "Ok sure, if you feel happy about it. But look at all the things you're missing out on, and I'm going to keep showing them to you, through your friends, through everything"
And it has been happening. Bumped into Joshua that day, who gave up SU so to commit more to CF, and now is heavily involved in organizing Poly Day Of Prayer, which is going to be awesome and such a huge blessing. Keenan is doing cell outreach, and growing closer to God and other people in Christ, affirmations and the like. Hannah. Yisin. People who have one less thing to distract them from their pursuit of God.
And their lives are so much more blessed by it.
Its gotten to the point where I'm unwilling to go to God in prayer partially because I know what he wants me to do.
I think im gonna go pray now. And cry. Newswriting and MM can wait.
I cannot believe I am doing this
I was going to get away with not blogging for awhile. And wallow in self-pity. And try not to screw up, and screw everyone depending on me for everything.
And maybe blog 1341234123423 months later after my birthday when im actually clear of all my commitments.
And here I am doing my first ever tagpost.
._.
No seriously, I have all my life managed to avoid these, in email, friendster, and blogs.
Bah Charmaine -.-
I find it freaky that 2 days ago I saw this on Renu's blog and lol'ing and thinking I'd never get hit by it.
Ah well.
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Uuhhh. But like my lover would never betray me. I am that good.
:D
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Pretty much I'd want to fly. And sometimes I wonder how it would be if Anna was back in my life again. Clean slate, no idiotic mistakes, no nothing. Yeah. Would be pretty awesome, the retarded stuff we'd come up with.
And I want my dog back.
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- Isn't this one of those girl questions. I don't think about weddings. Give me a pool, food, and enough cake to throw in people's faces and i'm all good.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- "Not so much confused as scared."
I know where I'm going lol. And I know pretty much God will cover all the bases for me. Still pretty damn terrified about the short term future though. Pool party cannot screw up. Grades cannot screw up. Life cannot screw up. gg):
#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
- I lol'd at Charmaine's answer. Hmm. Daring. Willing to go out there. Spontaneous. Very spontaneous. Spontaneous to the point of "hey wanna go jump in that lake *pushes you in* kinda spontaneous. I like being surprised, it makes a change from me always being the random one. Yeah. Intelligent, but still dumb enough to make me smile.
Yes, I have a secret fetish for closet bimbos. Only closet. Jeez. Okay maybe not closet. I confess. I like hanging out with crazy airheaded "omg lets be dumb now" people. But only to a point lol.
Awesome with kids. Athletic enough to do said crazy things. Crazy things include dancing. But yeah i think i'm spending a disturbing amount of time on this answer so NEXT PLEASE .
#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Have you tried doing only one of the above with someone? It sucks.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I'm never going to get to the point where I'm crazily off my senses enough to sign away my future to someone that doesn't want me back and doesn't care for me the same way back, and all for a self-perceived future with what I think that person is without even really knowing her.
- Been there, done that.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Deal. Move on. Its not as if I do anything about people I happen to like that aren't attached..
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Gee let me think now. Lol. Much stress about letting everyone including myself down. Everyone including NPSU and 200 freshmen. Etc. Not giving as much time to God, and listening to a clear call regarding SU as i should be. Parents. The usual.
- Why is there a question like this without a "anything that has made you happy?" part? D= Random hilarity has been ensuing in the past few days as well..
#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Er. Fine. I like being appreciated and remembered that way. Haha. I mean, its not something i'd ask for excessively, because that's just horrible attention-whoring, but who says I'll say no :D
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Not an editor, not a radio person, not in film, not in tv, god no not in advertising.
Yes, what am I doing in Mass Comm right. Lol. Hopefully just out of Hillsong. Wiser. Still random, still retarded. Still happy. So much more closer to God (: Serving hopefully, and being obedient and doing awesome works in His Name. Dating or almost married. Still cool.
Or I could be dead. Lol.
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
-God,..and here we go: Bev, Keenan, Charmaine, Charlene. Big four. Haha. And coming right behind them are a plethora of people I appreciate greatly in my life, and who I can't bear to rank one over another. Heh. Josh, Adin, Pris, Melissa, Melodi, Melodie, Shereen, Sheereen, Rae, Lala, Sharyl, Polly, Shermaine, Rachel, Hannah, Gerald and whole Detention Bunch, Matt and general that class bunch, Enna, Bellejoy and rest of cell, Dinner Group, and everyone :D
(:
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Someone im never ever really going to be ever tired of, and who's dysfunctions i can tolerate. Funny, amazingly gorgeous, deep, sensitive, still stupid but in a endearing way, i'd trust her with my life. I've already trusted her with my hair, so..
-Also, thank God she picked up dance. Lol.
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Stupid Charmaine, go with the darnned question criterias. Lol. Uhhhhh. Now? Definitely rich. What! I'm single anyway, and I don't have an undying urge currently to marry anyone i know, so why not?!
#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
- "Wish I was still asleep" Then wish I could fly. And wish I had money to throw around, and friends in the next bunk/room/next door. Then I fulfill the first wish.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- The Relationship? The whole point is to try, right?
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I'd fall in love with someone else.
#18. What type of friends do you like?
- Pretty much the criteria for lover whatever. Always having my back. There for me, supporting me, but still having their own opinions, and having the intelligence to realise that different opinions don't always have to get in the way of friendship. True friendship is transcending all of that, and still being tight(:
There for me generally means jumping in a lake when I want to jump in a lake. Also those that aren't afraid to express themselves, those who not only are there for me, but I can be there for :D
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- People who judge. People who judge without knowing much at all. People who are crass, and think that sex jokes are God's gift to mankind, cause they're not. People overly obsessed with getting drunk. People who think THEY are God's gift to mankind, and that gift means putting down everyone who isn't. People who marginalize other people. Yeah pretty much. I HATE people when they start judging others, and then making jokes about it. This includes jokes about lecturers. They don't deserve that crap.
Tagged by:
Charmaine (:
OH I FORGOT TO TAG 8 PEOPLE. ER:
1. KEENAN
2. CHARLENE
3. PRIS
4. BEV
5. ADIN
6. MATT
7. HANNAHHH
8. Melodi. Haha.
Er. Sorry Matt, I know you've answered so many questions on your blog already but yeah lol. I'd put josh there but he never reads my blog so..
HANNAH IF YOU'RE DOING IT UNLOCK BLOG I CAN'T READ WHATS THE POINT.
K GNITE
And maybe blog 1341234123423 months later after my birthday when im actually clear of all my commitments.
And here I am doing my first ever tagpost.
._.
No seriously, I have all my life managed to avoid these, in email, friendster, and blogs.
Bah Charmaine -.-
I find it freaky that 2 days ago I saw this on Renu's blog and lol'ing and thinking I'd never get hit by it.
Ah well.
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Uuhhh. But like my lover would never betray me. I am that good.
:D
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Pretty much I'd want to fly. And sometimes I wonder how it would be if Anna was back in my life again. Clean slate, no idiotic mistakes, no nothing. Yeah. Would be pretty awesome, the retarded stuff we'd come up with.
And I want my dog back.
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- Isn't this one of those girl questions. I don't think about weddings. Give me a pool, food, and enough cake to throw in people's faces and i'm all good.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- "Not so much confused as scared."
I know where I'm going lol. And I know pretty much God will cover all the bases for me. Still pretty damn terrified about the short term future though. Pool party cannot screw up. Grades cannot screw up. Life cannot screw up. gg):
#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
- I lol'd at Charmaine's answer. Hmm. Daring. Willing to go out there. Spontaneous. Very spontaneous. Spontaneous to the point of "hey wanna go jump in that lake *pushes you in* kinda spontaneous. I like being surprised, it makes a change from me always being the random one. Yeah. Intelligent, but still dumb enough to make me smile.
Yes, I have a secret fetish for closet bimbos. Only closet. Jeez. Okay maybe not closet. I confess. I like hanging out with crazy airheaded "omg lets be dumb now" people. But only to a point lol.
Awesome with kids. Athletic enough to do said crazy things. Crazy things include dancing. But yeah i think i'm spending a disturbing amount of time on this answer so NEXT PLEASE .
#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Have you tried doing only one of the above with someone? It sucks.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I'm never going to get to the point where I'm crazily off my senses enough to sign away my future to someone that doesn't want me back and doesn't care for me the same way back, and all for a self-perceived future with what I think that person is without even really knowing her.
- Been there, done that.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Deal. Move on. Its not as if I do anything about people I happen to like that aren't attached..
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Gee let me think now. Lol. Much stress about letting everyone including myself down. Everyone including NPSU and 200 freshmen. Etc. Not giving as much time to God, and listening to a clear call regarding SU as i should be. Parents. The usual.
- Why is there a question like this without a "anything that has made you happy?" part? D= Random hilarity has been ensuing in the past few days as well..
#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Er. Fine. I like being appreciated and remembered that way. Haha. I mean, its not something i'd ask for excessively, because that's just horrible attention-whoring, but who says I'll say no :D
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Not an editor, not a radio person, not in film, not in tv, god no not in advertising.
Yes, what am I doing in Mass Comm right. Lol. Hopefully just out of Hillsong. Wiser. Still random, still retarded. Still happy. So much more closer to God (: Serving hopefully, and being obedient and doing awesome works in His Name. Dating or almost married. Still cool.
Or I could be dead. Lol.
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
-God,..and here we go: Bev, Keenan, Charmaine, Charlene. Big four. Haha. And coming right behind them are a plethora of people I appreciate greatly in my life, and who I can't bear to rank one over another. Heh. Josh, Adin, Pris, Melissa, Melodi, Melodie, Shereen, Sheereen, Rae, Lala, Sharyl, Polly, Shermaine, Rachel, Hannah, Gerald and whole Detention Bunch, Matt and general that class bunch, Enna, Bellejoy and rest of cell, Dinner Group, and everyone :D
(:
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Someone im never ever really going to be ever tired of, and who's dysfunctions i can tolerate. Funny, amazingly gorgeous, deep, sensitive, still stupid but in a endearing way, i'd trust her with my life. I've already trusted her with my hair, so..
-Also, thank God she picked up dance. Lol.
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Stupid Charmaine, go with the darnned question criterias. Lol. Uhhhhh. Now? Definitely rich. What! I'm single anyway, and I don't have an undying urge currently to marry anyone i know, so why not?!
#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
- "Wish I was still asleep" Then wish I could fly. And wish I had money to throw around, and friends in the next bunk/room/next door. Then I fulfill the first wish.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- The Relationship? The whole point is to try, right?
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I'd fall in love with someone else.
#18. What type of friends do you like?
- Pretty much the criteria for lover whatever. Always having my back. There for me, supporting me, but still having their own opinions, and having the intelligence to realise that different opinions don't always have to get in the way of friendship. True friendship is transcending all of that, and still being tight(:
There for me generally means jumping in a lake when I want to jump in a lake. Also those that aren't afraid to express themselves, those who not only are there for me, but I can be there for :D
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- People who judge. People who judge without knowing much at all. People who are crass, and think that sex jokes are God's gift to mankind, cause they're not. People overly obsessed with getting drunk. People who think THEY are God's gift to mankind, and that gift means putting down everyone who isn't. People who marginalize other people. Yeah pretty much. I HATE people when they start judging others, and then making jokes about it. This includes jokes about lecturers. They don't deserve that crap.
Tagged by:
Charmaine (:
OH I FORGOT TO TAG 8 PEOPLE. ER:
1. KEENAN
2. CHARLENE
3. PRIS
4. BEV
5. ADIN
6. MATT
7. HANNAHHH
8. Melodi. Haha.
Er. Sorry Matt, I know you've answered so many questions on your blog already but yeah lol. I'd put josh there but he never reads my blog so..
HANNAH IF YOU'RE DOING IT UNLOCK BLOG I CAN'T READ WHATS THE POINT.
K GNITE
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
GG Hair
Posting this at top of entry instead of bottom so people actually see it:
1) I miss Alison. The dog. Not the girl, you douchebags. Actually kinda too BUT THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT.
2) I miss dancesports. Badly. Like badly beyond badly.
3) I miss hockey too.
I picked up Charlene's hockey stick that day and couldn't put it down. And I always feel really guilty whenever I see Thiru/Jen/Azi/Mas/anyone else around school with a stick. But again, I don't have the time. Sigh. I miss you guys and the playing ):
4) I'm super sorry for ignoring anyone from my past.
I saw a Mass Email from Pei Lin the other day. About netball. And i was like "whoa cool". And then struck by guilt that occasionally when i see her, I don't think she recognizes me and don't say hi because I have absolutely no idea what to say :s
I wasn't the best have-it-together-person in secondary school, after all. And kind of an arrogant jerkbag in my first sem here. Heck, ask my marketing group. Bev knows. Haha. I guess that factors in why I'm lost for words whenever I bump into someone else from my past? I don't know what they'll make of me now and all that. :/
For example I generally am somewhat unsure of how to interact with people like Sin Ee and Jamie. People who've generally seen me change drastically at least 3 times. Gah ._.
But yes I still miss them. And I'm sorry for not saying hi and stuff. And I intend to change that. This is a shoutout to Pei Lin, Wilson, Peter, Shauna, and anyone else. K. I'm trying that whole "if you smile first, don't worry, they'll smile back" thing. At least I hope so. Haha.
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Back to today's topic..
Haircut = epic failure.
Mostly due down to my inability to know what i want to do and Charmaine's lack of fringe expertise. Lol.
I think we might have done okay if we just stopped pushing our luck after the back..
WELL AMBASSADORS ARE YOU HAPPY NOW. HAHA.
Gotta start practicing the wax again. Sigh. Lol.
I also need to find people to share my free pizza card with me. God knows I need the cash. Sheesh.
I realised on the taxi home that the taxi fare kinda nullified any monetary advantage I got getting a friend to cut for me.
But its okay. The awesome company and time spent hanging out was more then worth it eh. And Jazz is hilarious. Haha. Charmaine is also amazing at KI. Like whoa. Respect. :D
Girls who can hold their own in a deep argument and still look good while doing it AND still be a hopeless bimbo after that are win. Alright.
I just know i'm going to get shot down for that line...
ick my fingers still smell of jazz drool. ):
ALRIGHT LOTSA TO DO. LATER
1) I miss Alison. The dog. Not the girl, you douchebags. Actually kinda too BUT THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT.
2) I miss dancesports. Badly. Like badly beyond badly.
3) I miss hockey too.
I picked up Charlene's hockey stick that day and couldn't put it down. And I always feel really guilty whenever I see Thiru/Jen/Azi/Mas/anyone else around school with a stick. But again, I don't have the time. Sigh. I miss you guys and the playing ):
4) I'm super sorry for ignoring anyone from my past.
I saw a Mass Email from Pei Lin the other day. About netball. And i was like "whoa cool". And then struck by guilt that occasionally when i see her, I don't think she recognizes me and don't say hi because I have absolutely no idea what to say :s
I wasn't the best have-it-together-person in secondary school, after all. And kind of an arrogant jerkbag in my first sem here. Heck, ask my marketing group. Bev knows. Haha. I guess that factors in why I'm lost for words whenever I bump into someone else from my past? I don't know what they'll make of me now and all that. :/
For example I generally am somewhat unsure of how to interact with people like Sin Ee and Jamie. People who've generally seen me change drastically at least 3 times. Gah ._.
But yes I still miss them. And I'm sorry for not saying hi and stuff. And I intend to change that. This is a shoutout to Pei Lin, Wilson, Peter, Shauna, and anyone else. K. I'm trying that whole "if you smile first, don't worry, they'll smile back" thing. At least I hope so. Haha.
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Back to today's topic..
Haircut = epic failure.
Mostly due down to my inability to know what i want to do and Charmaine's lack of fringe expertise. Lol.
I think we might have done okay if we just stopped pushing our luck after the back..
WELL AMBASSADORS ARE YOU HAPPY NOW. HAHA.
Gotta start practicing the wax again. Sigh. Lol.
I also need to find people to share my free pizza card with me. God knows I need the cash. Sheesh.
I realised on the taxi home that the taxi fare kinda nullified any monetary advantage I got getting a friend to cut for me.
But its okay. The awesome company and time spent hanging out was more then worth it eh. And Jazz is hilarious. Haha. Charmaine is also amazing at KI. Like whoa. Respect. :D
Girls who can hold their own in a deep argument and still look good while doing it AND still be a hopeless bimbo after that are win. Alright.
I just know i'm going to get shot down for that line...
ick my fingers still smell of jazz drool. ):
ALRIGHT LOTSA TO DO. LATER
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Oh hello
Woke up at 7, slept till 8, got a shower and breakfast and good Quiet Time.
God is good. :D
And advert is clear! A big shoutout to all my groupmembers, I mean, I seriously enjoyed working with every single one of you along the course of this whole thing. I don't know, I just really enjoy our dynamic. Haha. Casey Genny Mel and Marvin. Its loads of fun, and we still get work done. Heh.
Rawr. Fairfield carnival later. This should be a laugh.
SCHOOL IS MAKING ME CUT MY HAIR HELP CHARMAINE NEED THE HAIRCUT NOW
God is good. :D
And advert is clear! A big shoutout to all my groupmembers, I mean, I seriously enjoyed working with every single one of you along the course of this whole thing. I don't know, I just really enjoy our dynamic. Haha. Casey Genny Mel and Marvin. Its loads of fun, and we still get work done. Heh.
Rawr. Fairfield carnival later. This should be a laugh.
SCHOOL IS MAKING ME CUT MY HAIR HELP CHARMAINE NEED THE HAIRCUT NOW
Sunday, June 29, 2008
UH HAHA.
ONE: Charlene:
HAHA YES. Much loves though, I can't get enough of you girl. See you soon k <3
:D
And for any idiot who's wondering, the girl has a boyfriend. Who isn't me. Such a shame right. *snortbdfbfadfsnort*
HAHA.
No really. Don't get disturbed. I generally am expressive like that. Which is good. I....think.
TWO: Keenan!
You mean Celine. And Mel and Cedrick were supposed to be at your table. They're not the designated bimbos anyway so I wasn't worried much..
Your table was fine anyway. Haha. Biggest drama of the night right. HAHA.
Lol. And what. Fine. And here was I thinking she just miraculously appeared...
THREE: Adin!
Weren't you one of the first to go or something? Lol. Idk. I still wholeheartedly believe we should have won best group...
BUT ENOUGH ABOUT THAT HAHA. Yes okay fine adding. Haha.
FOUR: MELODI
AAA WHAT. BUT SOMEONE TOLD ME IT WAS SPELT WITH AN E. I ACTUALLY WENT TO CHANGE IT ON MY PHONE. WHAAAATTT.
Gah. Haha. Why aren't you going for Yisin's gig!
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So today I woke up at..1pm. After sleeping at 530ish, if you saw my previous post. That's about 8 hours right. Healthy and all that. Then at 1.30 died again. Till..5.15pm.
Weird.
So I had this epic dream about a pool party:
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5:03:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: it was a really good dream though
5:03:36 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: i
5:03:50 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: managed to get a pool party in school
5:04:03 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: in 2 classrooms
5:04:04 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: ...
5:04:34 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like some poshy nus style kinda big rooms
5:04:39 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: next to each other
5:04:46 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: above the ground floor
5:05:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: josh and sharyl and everyone generally that we hang with in school were there
5:05:26 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: zayar and all
5:05:55 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and there was some drama with the security guard that involved the caterers having to come pack up the pool then set it up again
5:05:59 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: they were kinda pissed
5:05:59 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lol
5:06:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: pool party getting to my head much
5:06:20 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lol
5:24:02 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: No shit
5:24:02 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Hahaha
5:24:10 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: gg
5:24:16 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but it was a good pool party!
5:24:25 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like nothing you'd expect
5:24:41 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: it was more like
5:24:54 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: well i thought it was ngee ann poly
5:25:03 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but on reflection it clearly wasn't?
5:25:21 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like half the setting was some of the hdb blocks/playground near my place
5:25:33 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: that somehow got integrated into the campus at the back
5:26:02 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and the pool actually was something that'd be brought in
5:26:02 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Weird
5:26:07 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: not
5:26:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: already there
5:26:10 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Woa
5:26:12 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Woah^
5:26:29 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like digging a hole
in the middle of the ground seemed really easy and temporary, somehow
5:26:56 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: eh
5:26:57 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: wait
5:27:02 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: no the pool was already there yes
5:27:07 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: it was an epic pool
5:27:10 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: ..okay?
5:27:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: huge
5:27:27 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: with little
waterfalls and hot water jet options
5:27:41 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Hahahaha!
5:27:49 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: then the guards came
5:27:51 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and owned me
5:28:02 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but after they left i got the caters to set up everything again, covertly
5:28:05 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: mind you
5:28:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: tentage is
5:28:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: really expensive
5:28:18 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but for some
reason i had tons
5:28:23 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: billowy curtain
like
5:28:25 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lol
5:30:24 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Werid
5:30:26 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Weird
5:30:27 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: lol
5:30:33 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but cool
5:30:35 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and pleasant
5:31:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: funny how the
dream ended
5:31:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: just before the
party started for real
5:31:27 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like when i first set
up i was the only one there
5:31:31 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Aw
5:31:33 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and i had a bit of
food
5:31:41 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: as well as explored
the epic pool on my own
5:31:50 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like the waterfalls
and hot water jets
5:32:17 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: before the guards
came and semi-high drama errupted
5:32:32 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: something about i
booked the pool but i have to book it one week in advance or its void
5:33:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: then later when i
succeeded in getting the thing to work the scene had somehow transformed into an upstairs
closed room thing
5:33:14 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like one room
5:33:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: (hotel function
roomish)
5:33:26 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: tables and stuff
and food
5:33:30 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: food on the
landing outside
5:33:32 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lots of it
5:33:34 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: i mean corridor
5:33:37 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: ad the next room
5:33:39 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: the pool
5:33:50 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: except the pool
was this giant inflatable thing now that was filling up
5:34:04 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and people were coming in
5:34:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: josh and the
others
5:34:10 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: zayar
5:34:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: sharyl
5:34:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: adin
5:34:13 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: pris
5:34:15 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: li
5:34:28 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Hahahaha
5:34:31 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Man
5:34:33 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: I think
5:34:35 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: SU is getting to you
5:34:38 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and i was just
dimming the lights and giving josh his soundset when i think the dream ended
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Yes I think SU is getting to me. Lol. Anyway busy busy! Lots to do tonight. Haha. Devotion being one of them. :D
HAHA YES. Much loves though, I can't get enough of you girl. See you soon k <3
:D
And for any idiot who's wondering, the girl has a boyfriend. Who isn't me. Such a shame right. *snortbdfbfadfsnort*
HAHA.
No really. Don't get disturbed. I generally am expressive like that. Which is good. I....think.
TWO: Keenan!
You mean Celine. And Mel and Cedrick were supposed to be at your table. They're not the designated bimbos anyway so I wasn't worried much..
Your table was fine anyway. Haha. Biggest drama of the night right. HAHA.
Lol. And what. Fine. And here was I thinking she just miraculously appeared...
THREE: Adin!
Weren't you one of the first to go or something? Lol. Idk. I still wholeheartedly believe we should have won best group...
BUT ENOUGH ABOUT THAT HAHA. Yes okay fine adding. Haha.
FOUR: MELODI
AAA WHAT. BUT SOMEONE TOLD ME IT WAS SPELT WITH AN E. I ACTUALLY WENT TO CHANGE IT ON MY PHONE. WHAAAATTT.
Gah. Haha. Why aren't you going for Yisin's gig!
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So today I woke up at..1pm. After sleeping at 530ish, if you saw my previous post. That's about 8 hours right. Healthy and all that. Then at 1.30 died again. Till..5.15pm.
Weird.
So I had this epic dream about a pool party:
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5:03:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: it was a really good dream though
5:03:36 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: i
5:03:50 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: managed to get a pool party in school
5:04:03 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: in 2 classrooms
5:04:04 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: ...
5:04:34 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like some poshy nus style kinda big rooms
5:04:39 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: next to each other
5:04:46 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: above the ground floor
5:05:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: josh and sharyl and everyone generally that we hang with in school were there
5:05:26 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: zayar and all
5:05:55 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and there was some drama with the security guard that involved the caterers having to come pack up the pool then set it up again
5:05:59 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: they were kinda pissed
5:05:59 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lol
5:06:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: pool party getting to my head much
5:06:20 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lol
5:24:02 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: No shit
5:24:02 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Hahaha
5:24:10 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: gg
5:24:16 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but it was a good pool party!
5:24:25 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like nothing you'd expect
5:24:41 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: it was more like
5:24:54 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: well i thought it was ngee ann poly
5:25:03 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but on reflection it clearly wasn't?
5:25:21 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like half the setting was some of the hdb blocks/playground near my place
5:25:33 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: that somehow got integrated into the campus at the back
5:26:02 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and the pool actually was something that'd be brought in
5:26:02 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Weird
5:26:07 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: not
5:26:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: already there
5:26:10 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Woa
5:26:12 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Woah^
5:26:29 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like digging a hole
in the middle of the ground seemed really easy and temporary, somehow
5:26:56 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: eh
5:26:57 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: wait
5:27:02 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: no the pool was already there yes
5:27:07 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: it was an epic pool
5:27:10 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: ..okay?
5:27:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: huge
5:27:27 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: with little
waterfalls and hot water jet options
5:27:41 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Hahahaha!
5:27:49 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: then the guards came
5:27:51 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and owned me
5:28:02 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but after they left i got the caters to set up everything again, covertly
5:28:05 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: mind you
5:28:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: tentage is
5:28:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: really expensive
5:28:18 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but for some
reason i had tons
5:28:23 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: billowy curtain
like
5:28:25 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lol
5:30:24 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Werid
5:30:26 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Weird
5:30:27 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: lol
5:30:33 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: but cool
5:30:35 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and pleasant
5:31:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: funny how the
dream ended
5:31:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: just before the
party started for real
5:31:27 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like when i first set
up i was the only one there
5:31:31 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Aw
5:31:33 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and i had a bit of
food
5:31:41 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: as well as explored
the epic pool on my own
5:31:50 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like the waterfalls
and hot water jets
5:32:17 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: before the guards
came and semi-high drama errupted
5:32:32 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: something about i
booked the pool but i have to book it one week in advance or its void
5:33:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: then later when i
succeeded in getting the thing to work the scene had somehow transformed into an upstairs
closed room thing
5:33:14 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: like one room
5:33:19 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: (hotel function
roomish)
5:33:26 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: tables and stuff
and food
5:33:30 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: food on the
landing outside
5:33:32 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: lots of it
5:33:34 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: i mean corridor
5:33:37 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: ad the next room
5:33:39 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: the pool
5:33:50 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: except the pool
was this giant inflatable thing now that was filling up
5:34:04 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and people were coming in
5:34:09 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: josh and the
others
5:34:10 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: zayar
5:34:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: sharyl
5:34:12 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: adin
5:34:13 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: pris
5:34:15 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: li
5:34:28 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Hahahaha
5:34:31 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: Man
5:34:33 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: I think
5:34:35 PM KIKKOMAN // Keenan [Wet] ✟ Totally Brutal evening: SU is getting to you
5:34:38 PM KEANN~ i dreamt i had a pool party in school. Literally. Lol.: and i was just
dimming the lights and giving josh his soundset when i think the dream ended
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Yes I think SU is getting to me. Lol. Anyway busy busy! Lots to do tonight. Haha. Devotion being one of them. :D
Much Loves.
Today was one of the best days of my life, period.
I love you all, and you're the one group of people I feel most at home with, not schoolmates, not detentionmates, not NPSU people, just you guys.
Because our bond is stronger than all of that because God's like the perfect center of it(:
Will blog about what an amazing day today was AFTER I GET SOME SLEEP. ITS 430 AND WORK STARTS AGAIN TMR. AAAAA.
I need a new blogskin, someone needs to throw one at me.
Thank You God for everything you've given me, now i just want to experience your joy because I love You and because You love me too
(:
FORCE SLEEP NIGHT.
Aw hell. Might as well.
So I woke up and messed around and stuff while waiting for free lunch with Lala, where we had this uber talk which was amazingly fruitful and now i've got a bit more direction as to where I'm headed :D
Free Subway Footlongs! Beat everything! Except Free Subway Footlongs with heart-to-heart talks about God!
(:
And then cell. Heh. Cell rockked. John Chia's back (ex cell leader) and sadly he didn't wear the shirt we drew for him just before he left for Michigan, but hey it was cool to see the guy again. Icebreakers were lol. Lala asked me to come up with something retarded and I stole the spin round and round and round last man standing thing that I used for FMS FOC XD.
Flash members, you know the horror. [Evil Grin]
And surprisingly me and keenan were the first to fall.
._.
In our defense we were going like really fast and keenan tripped me while all the others were practically moving at the speed of the sun across the sky and still screaming "I CAN'T DO IT AAAAA IM DIZZZYYY"
Charisia i'm looking at you here. HAHA.
But getting down to the real cell. Discussion and word was really cool! And worship afterwards was at a passion and strength that I don't think I've ever seen before. Granted I don't come down often but that's going to change...
Heh. And then actual youth service.
Rawr.
Epic. Epppiic. It was really nice to hear How Can I Keep From Singing Your Praise again, it was like THE Fuel-Up Camp song, and Fuel-Up Camp being the camp that really shook me up and put me on track to a focus on God in my life like never before,
hey(:
So grateful(:
So yes! And then Lead Me To The Cross, which is always at least a little bit funny cuz at Coos we usually run it with a guy lead as opposed to the female lead we always hear in the original. But its all good. :D
Then God took over the programme.
:D
Sudden spontaneous time of calling for prayer for those who wanted to experience the Baptism of the Holy Spirit for the first time.
And I stood.
Because it was something just so in line with what me and Lala were talking about earlier about how I wanted to grow, and I knew I really wanted this, because I wanted to grow so much closer to God, because above all I love Him.
:D
So epic time. Heh. Not what one would expect, but i'll just say God really touched me there tonight and I look forward to more of the wonders that He showed me tonight(:
As to what exactly happened, wait till I figure it out in an email and mail it to Lala first, dammit. Haha. I wrote it down so i'm not gonna go off forgetting anything. :D
But it was cool(:
Service itself..okay I guess? Haha. But it ended real quick cause youth is supposed to end at 8 LATEST, and we ended Worship proper at 7.25.
Yes we started at like 5.55pm.
Who's complaining.
Heh.
So! Dinnertime! I wanted to see if the cell wanted dinner, but not really, so off with the usual bunch. The Actual Whole Usual Bunch for once.
I love you guys so much. Haha.
Seriously! It was really good to see everyone again! All together! I even managed to catch a glimpse of Ms Charlene even though she doesn't seem so eager on hanging with me I actually lost her 4 times in the space of 5 minutes before she managed to sneak away for good. Hmmph.
But I still love you aye. Haha. Go meet the boyfriend. :rolls eyes:
HAHA.
ANYWAY.
Miracles of miracles Charmaine Mel Celine and Nat actually were staying for dinner! Wow!
So our full roster for dinner was: Me Keenan Yisin Charmaine Shereen Cedrick (Shereen's brother) Celine (Charmaine's sister) Melodie Nat (Melodie's sister).
And it was cooooooolios.
1. Because we actually managed to get two tables at the place where we always sit at, and
2. Because I had the presence of mind to separate the bimbos from each other at the tables.
HAHA. NO REALLY. THE LAST DINNER FAILED SO BAD BECAUSE THE BIMBOS ALL SAT TOGETHER AND IT WAS UNBEARABLE.
I actually had to go run off and retreat to my cell leader's dinner table for sanctuary because it was too traumatizing.
Srsly.
Lol. But yes dinner was awesome. And insanely funny. And no one got left out I think anyway except Ms Charlene because she has a boyfriend to pay attention to now and we're not good enough for her no more.
Charlene you're going to murder me, aren't you.
ANYWAY. Dinner+general hilarity finished, and we split into two groups, the we-wanna-play-cards-group and the we're-just-gonna-sit-under-the-tree-over-there-group.
And even though I got massively swarmed by rabid i-will-defend-my-homeland-ants i still don't regret not joining the card group. Seriously now. Cards=bad.
Blehhhh. Not my thing at all yo. I'd much rather see Celine attack Keenan's stomach with the veracity of a...12 year old.
Yes pictures of Keenan getting owned by a little girl are epic. Beyond epic. Haha.
Soz we chilled until 930ish? When the last of the girls had to go and Yisin decided to leave as well. So me and Keenan sat at the carpark where we evacuated to when the ants started zerging us, and generally sat around pondering just how amazing it is the circumstances that brought this bunch of crazy people together in the first place :D
Think about it. I think we're pretty much the only group of people at dinner at the hawker that isn't one cell or another? We're just some random bunch of people that somehow got brought together, and yet are pretty much the people i fit in with the most in my life.
Mostly because of our unwavering passion and stand for God :D
But for other reasons too, like the general craziness levels. Heh.
Picture this:
Charmaine and Mel are godsisters, and so are their younger sisters of course. Shereen is their cellmate, though one year younger, and her brother Cedrick is mostly mad, and is in the same cell (age 12 as well) as Celine, Charmaine's sister. Charmaine, Nat and Shereen are established bimbos (I'm sorry Char, you've gone over. Its been apparent for weeks now), Charmaine and Nat go to ice-skating lessons together, Nat and Shereen usher together at church. Yisin used to/or still is? close to Mel, Charmaine is one of the people I trust the most in life because we're both so idiotic (is this dangerous), and Keenan is just amazing. Like one of the closest people I am to right now in my current stage in life, and we look out for each other. Keenan came to Coos about a year ago, I came 2 years ago, and the others all grew up here. Charlene (I haven't forgotten you!) is Shereen's senior (ex-senior, anyway) and Charmaine's current SAJC schoolmate, also from Shereen and Charmaine's cell. Serving as usher too, and pschool ( i think?) cell leader, also serving there with Mel. Mel plays hockey now, the game I used to play.
And I'm still trying somewhat to drag people into our crazy group, maybe people like Hannah, Polly and Rachel. Idk. Haha. Bleh. As God wills I guess.
And it seems that God's Will as up to now has been to use this group of people, as a group or as individuals, to keep me sane, to make me smile, to be there with the answers or wake me up when i'm going through a rought patch, and for me to do the same for them in turn. And most importantly to grow up in Christ together, watching the wonders of God in our individual lives :D
Great things i see for all of us in the years to come(:
Note: Cedrick and Celine are the same age as my brother, and Shereen and Hannah are the same age as my sister, who is also the same age as Keenan's brother. And also the same age as Polly, Hannah, Shermaine and the other Fairfield girls in Polly's cell who keep bugging me to go to Fairfield's Carnival.
One step further, the same age as Josh's sister who is ALSO in Fairfield.
:blink:
Bizzare. Can you imagine if we all-
HAHA FIRSTLY MY PARENTS WOULD MURDER ME. FOR OBVIOUS REASONS.
Oh i forgot to mention! Me and Keenan were wondering if Lala was still around, and suddenly she appeared out of nowhere to join us in the middle of the carpark, where we basically described to her what I just described to you just now, and some really meaningful conversations about God, and church, and spiritual gifts (:
Till she had to leave at 1030 to hit town with a friend.
See, our cell leader is happening k.
Anyhow, Keenan and I continued to hang out talking a bit more till lateish. I got home around 1145, which is pretty epic considering i live 5 minutes away from the place. Lol.
So today's been an amazing day, nothing especially big going on, which to me is a BIG THING k, and I appreciated the peace and tranquility and simple happiness going around. I even managed to fit in a little gaming at the end :D
Okay fine more than a little, seeing as I'm still up now. ._.
Omgosh its 5:26 already. I needz to catch some sleep. Lots of work to do tomorrow. Yes the crazy hectic life starts again tomorrow. But its all good cause God's got me covered.
And His promises never fail, no matter who or what else does :D
CHARMAINE IN THE UNLIKELY EVENT THAT YOU SEE THIS, WE NEED TO FIX A HAIRCUT TIME. MESSAGE ME EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER DO, BUT ITS NICE TO BELIEVE IN PEOPLE ANYWAY.
HAHA.
GOOD NIGHT ALL, HAVE GREAT DAYS LIKE THE ONE I HAD WITH GOD AND IN GOD(:
Night (:
I love you all, and you're the one group of people I feel most at home with, not schoolmates, not detentionmates, not NPSU people, just you guys.
Because our bond is stronger than all of that because God's like the perfect center of it(:
Will blog about what an amazing day today was AFTER I GET SOME SLEEP. ITS 430 AND WORK STARTS AGAIN TMR. AAAAA.
I need a new blogskin, someone needs to throw one at me.
Thank You God for everything you've given me, now i just want to experience your joy because I love You and because You love me too
(:
FORCE SLEEP NIGHT.
Aw hell. Might as well.
So I woke up and messed around and stuff while waiting for free lunch with Lala, where we had this uber talk which was amazingly fruitful and now i've got a bit more direction as to where I'm headed :D
Free Subway Footlongs! Beat everything! Except Free Subway Footlongs with heart-to-heart talks about God!
(:
And then cell. Heh. Cell rockked. John Chia's back (ex cell leader) and sadly he didn't wear the shirt we drew for him just before he left for Michigan, but hey it was cool to see the guy again. Icebreakers were lol. Lala asked me to come up with something retarded and I stole the spin round and round and round last man standing thing that I used for FMS FOC XD.
Flash members, you know the horror. [Evil Grin]
And surprisingly me and keenan were the first to fall.
._.
In our defense we were going like really fast and keenan tripped me while all the others were practically moving at the speed of the sun across the sky and still screaming "I CAN'T DO IT AAAAA IM DIZZZYYY"
Charisia i'm looking at you here. HAHA.
But getting down to the real cell. Discussion and word was really cool! And worship afterwards was at a passion and strength that I don't think I've ever seen before. Granted I don't come down often but that's going to change...
Heh. And then actual youth service.
Rawr.
Epic. Epppiic. It was really nice to hear How Can I Keep From Singing Your Praise again, it was like THE Fuel-Up Camp song, and Fuel-Up Camp being the camp that really shook me up and put me on track to a focus on God in my life like never before,
hey(:
So grateful(:
So yes! And then Lead Me To The Cross, which is always at least a little bit funny cuz at Coos we usually run it with a guy lead as opposed to the female lead we always hear in the original. But its all good. :D
Then God took over the programme.
:D
Sudden spontaneous time of calling for prayer for those who wanted to experience the Baptism of the Holy Spirit for the first time.
And I stood.
Because it was something just so in line with what me and Lala were talking about earlier about how I wanted to grow, and I knew I really wanted this, because I wanted to grow so much closer to God, because above all I love Him.
:D
So epic time. Heh. Not what one would expect, but i'll just say God really touched me there tonight and I look forward to more of the wonders that He showed me tonight(:
As to what exactly happened, wait till I figure it out in an email and mail it to Lala first, dammit. Haha. I wrote it down so i'm not gonna go off forgetting anything. :D
But it was cool(:
Service itself..okay I guess? Haha. But it ended real quick cause youth is supposed to end at 8 LATEST, and we ended Worship proper at 7.25.
Yes we started at like 5.55pm.
Who's complaining.
Heh.
So! Dinnertime! I wanted to see if the cell wanted dinner, but not really, so off with the usual bunch. The Actual Whole Usual Bunch for once.
I love you guys so much. Haha.
Seriously! It was really good to see everyone again! All together! I even managed to catch a glimpse of Ms Charlene even though she doesn't seem so eager on hanging with me I actually lost her 4 times in the space of 5 minutes before she managed to sneak away for good. Hmmph.
But I still love you aye. Haha. Go meet the boyfriend. :rolls eyes:
HAHA.
ANYWAY.
Miracles of miracles Charmaine Mel Celine and Nat actually were staying for dinner! Wow!
So our full roster for dinner was: Me Keenan Yisin Charmaine Shereen Cedrick (Shereen's brother) Celine (Charmaine's sister) Melodie Nat (Melodie's sister).
And it was cooooooolios.
1. Because we actually managed to get two tables at the place where we always sit at, and
2. Because I had the presence of mind to separate the bimbos from each other at the tables.
HAHA. NO REALLY. THE LAST DINNER FAILED SO BAD BECAUSE THE BIMBOS ALL SAT TOGETHER AND IT WAS UNBEARABLE.
I actually had to go run off and retreat to my cell leader's dinner table for sanctuary because it was too traumatizing.
Srsly.
Lol. But yes dinner was awesome. And insanely funny. And no one got left out I think anyway except Ms Charlene because she has a boyfriend to pay attention to now and we're not good enough for her no more.
Charlene you're going to murder me, aren't you.
ANYWAY. Dinner+general hilarity finished, and we split into two groups, the we-wanna-play-cards-group and the we're-just-gonna-sit-under-the-tree-over-there-group.
And even though I got massively swarmed by rabid i-will-defend-my-homeland-ants i still don't regret not joining the card group. Seriously now. Cards=bad.
Blehhhh. Not my thing at all yo. I'd much rather see Celine attack Keenan's stomach with the veracity of a...12 year old.
Yes pictures of Keenan getting owned by a little girl are epic. Beyond epic. Haha.
Soz we chilled until 930ish? When the last of the girls had to go and Yisin decided to leave as well. So me and Keenan sat at the carpark where we evacuated to when the ants started zerging us, and generally sat around pondering just how amazing it is the circumstances that brought this bunch of crazy people together in the first place :D
Think about it. I think we're pretty much the only group of people at dinner at the hawker that isn't one cell or another? We're just some random bunch of people that somehow got brought together, and yet are pretty much the people i fit in with the most in my life.
Mostly because of our unwavering passion and stand for God :D
But for other reasons too, like the general craziness levels. Heh.
Picture this:
Charmaine and Mel are godsisters, and so are their younger sisters of course. Shereen is their cellmate, though one year younger, and her brother Cedrick is mostly mad, and is in the same cell (age 12 as well) as Celine, Charmaine's sister. Charmaine, Nat and Shereen are established bimbos (I'm sorry Char, you've gone over. Its been apparent for weeks now), Charmaine and Nat go to ice-skating lessons together, Nat and Shereen usher together at church. Yisin used to/or still is? close to Mel, Charmaine is one of the people I trust the most in life because we're both so idiotic (is this dangerous), and Keenan is just amazing. Like one of the closest people I am to right now in my current stage in life, and we look out for each other. Keenan came to Coos about a year ago, I came 2 years ago, and the others all grew up here. Charlene (I haven't forgotten you!) is Shereen's senior (ex-senior, anyway) and Charmaine's current SAJC schoolmate, also from Shereen and Charmaine's cell. Serving as usher too, and pschool ( i think?) cell leader, also serving there with Mel. Mel plays hockey now, the game I used to play.
And I'm still trying somewhat to drag people into our crazy group, maybe people like Hannah, Polly and Rachel. Idk. Haha. Bleh. As God wills I guess.
And it seems that God's Will as up to now has been to use this group of people, as a group or as individuals, to keep me sane, to make me smile, to be there with the answers or wake me up when i'm going through a rought patch, and for me to do the same for them in turn. And most importantly to grow up in Christ together, watching the wonders of God in our individual lives :D
Great things i see for all of us in the years to come(:
Note: Cedrick and Celine are the same age as my brother, and Shereen and Hannah are the same age as my sister, who is also the same age as Keenan's brother. And also the same age as Polly, Hannah, Shermaine and the other Fairfield girls in Polly's cell who keep bugging me to go to Fairfield's Carnival.
One step further, the same age as Josh's sister who is ALSO in Fairfield.
:blink:
Bizzare. Can you imagine if we all-
HAHA FIRSTLY MY PARENTS WOULD MURDER ME. FOR OBVIOUS REASONS.
Oh i forgot to mention! Me and Keenan were wondering if Lala was still around, and suddenly she appeared out of nowhere to join us in the middle of the carpark, where we basically described to her what I just described to you just now, and some really meaningful conversations about God, and church, and spiritual gifts (:
Till she had to leave at 1030 to hit town with a friend.
See, our cell leader is happening k.
Anyhow, Keenan and I continued to hang out talking a bit more till lateish. I got home around 1145, which is pretty epic considering i live 5 minutes away from the place. Lol.
So today's been an amazing day, nothing especially big going on, which to me is a BIG THING k, and I appreciated the peace and tranquility and simple happiness going around. I even managed to fit in a little gaming at the end :D
Okay fine more than a little, seeing as I'm still up now. ._.
Omgosh its 5:26 already. I needz to catch some sleep. Lots of work to do tomorrow. Yes the crazy hectic life starts again tomorrow. But its all good cause God's got me covered.
And His promises never fail, no matter who or what else does :D
CHARMAINE IN THE UNLIKELY EVENT THAT YOU SEE THIS, WE NEED TO FIX A HAIRCUT TIME. MESSAGE ME EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER DO, BUT ITS NICE TO BELIEVE IN PEOPLE ANYWAY.
HAHA.
GOOD NIGHT ALL, HAVE GREAT DAYS LIKE THE ONE I HAD WITH GOD AND IN GOD(:
Night (:
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
So i discovered that i didn't bring my charger home. So much for doing newswriting and SU budget planning and tvpro proposal polishing tonight.
And i have 43% bat left fast dying and im spending the time fruitfully blogging.
*awkward silence*
HAHA. oh man! I was gonna blog yesterday about church! and michael ross watson! and yesterday's really cool message!
One of the points he touched on was
Enjoying what God has given you.
And then employ it.
Actually he was talking about money (1 timothy, last chapter, chapter 6), but it struck a chord with me about gifts from God too. Y'know. Like, personality kinda gifts whatever. And i was pondering what God had gifted me personally so abundantly with and immediately it hit me:
My friends. Seriously I am eternally grateful and like i'm just so in awe. God has provided me with such an awesome widespread net of friends everywhere that cover for me just so much when i'm in a scrap. Which is a lot. Ranging from Sports Camp a long time ago, seniors like Sheereen and Yanhong, Wendy, and others that quite frankly saved my Year 1, friends like Josh, Keenan, Yisin and Mel and Bev that are always so willing to bless me when I'm broke, and people just everywhere that have brought so much happiness into my life(:
People who God placed in my life at a certain point to have a certain discussion with me when in emotional turmoil and conflict and whatnot, Charlene, Pris, Keenan just so much, Sharyl, Josh, and we bless and learn and give in turn in that perfect plan that God has us rotating around over and over again.
And people who I look up to so much, and who are unafraid to speak to me harshly in love to get me back on the right track. Off the top of my head, Pris, Josh, Keenan, Mel, and Matt today. Marvin, Kim, etc.
And i know its horribly cliche, but the adage holds true for me-
I would be nothing without any of you guys in my life.
I am so blessed(: Glory to God, because I certainly had nothing to do with it.
And damn well am I going to enjoy what He's given me.
This ties in with what Matt told me on the train today.
"Why are you so pessimistic"
And i thank you for that, Matt. And I thank you for the affirmations, things you said about me tonight that really mean a lot to me. And i hope that I blessed you in turn as well, and if I didn't, here it is now.
Matt, man of God, I respect you amazingly and I thank you for being in my life.
Haha.
Affirmations were part of yesterdays message too! And it was something that i really identified with because I've gotten little to none of that from my parents over the years..
And whenever someone tells me "Oh great job", or anything along those lines, it really means-
so much to me. No matter who its coming from.
And i've vowed to make sure I ALWAYS affirm people when they deserve to be affirmed. And given credit.
ANYWAY. COMING BACK TO ENJOYING AND ALL THAT. Being optimistic.
It has come to my attention that I need to stop the rot. Haha. Time to start enjoying work. To paraphrasing Adin's blog, its all about the attitude. And going "come on lets take this shit down rawr". And time to start enjoying the simple pleasures of friends that mean the world to me, even if I'm so busy now I havent seen lots of you guys in years.
Expect calls to lunch soon, aye (:
Because I want to enjoy you, and the amazing blessing you've been to my life.
: D
AAAAAAAAAAA 32% BAT WHAT WORK CAN I POSSIBLE DO HAHA.
HOKAY LATER
And i have 43% bat left fast dying and im spending the time fruitfully blogging.
*awkward silence*
HAHA. oh man! I was gonna blog yesterday about church! and michael ross watson! and yesterday's really cool message!
One of the points he touched on was
Enjoying what God has given you.
And then employ it.
Actually he was talking about money (1 timothy, last chapter, chapter 6), but it struck a chord with me about gifts from God too. Y'know. Like, personality kinda gifts whatever. And i was pondering what God had gifted me personally so abundantly with and immediately it hit me:
My friends. Seriously I am eternally grateful and like i'm just so in awe. God has provided me with such an awesome widespread net of friends everywhere that cover for me just so much when i'm in a scrap. Which is a lot. Ranging from Sports Camp a long time ago, seniors like Sheereen and Yanhong, Wendy, and others that quite frankly saved my Year 1, friends like Josh, Keenan, Yisin and Mel and Bev that are always so willing to bless me when I'm broke, and people just everywhere that have brought so much happiness into my life(:
People who God placed in my life at a certain point to have a certain discussion with me when in emotional turmoil and conflict and whatnot, Charlene, Pris, Keenan just so much, Sharyl, Josh, and we bless and learn and give in turn in that perfect plan that God has us rotating around over and over again.
And people who I look up to so much, and who are unafraid to speak to me harshly in love to get me back on the right track. Off the top of my head, Pris, Josh, Keenan, Mel, and Matt today. Marvin, Kim, etc.
And i know its horribly cliche, but the adage holds true for me-
I would be nothing without any of you guys in my life.
I am so blessed(: Glory to God, because I certainly had nothing to do with it.
And damn well am I going to enjoy what He's given me.
This ties in with what Matt told me on the train today.
"Why are you so pessimistic"
And i thank you for that, Matt. And I thank you for the affirmations, things you said about me tonight that really mean a lot to me. And i hope that I blessed you in turn as well, and if I didn't, here it is now.
Matt, man of God, I respect you amazingly and I thank you for being in my life.
Haha.
Affirmations were part of yesterdays message too! And it was something that i really identified with because I've gotten little to none of that from my parents over the years..
And whenever someone tells me "Oh great job", or anything along those lines, it really means-
so much to me. No matter who its coming from.
And i've vowed to make sure I ALWAYS affirm people when they deserve to be affirmed. And given credit.
ANYWAY. COMING BACK TO ENJOYING AND ALL THAT. Being optimistic.
It has come to my attention that I need to stop the rot. Haha. Time to start enjoying work. To paraphrasing Adin's blog, its all about the attitude. And going "come on lets take this shit down rawr". And time to start enjoying the simple pleasures of friends that mean the world to me, even if I'm so busy now I havent seen lots of you guys in years.
Expect calls to lunch soon, aye (:
Because I want to enjoy you, and the amazing blessing you've been to my life.
: D
AAAAAAAAAAA 32% BAT WHAT WORK CAN I POSSIBLE DO HAHA.
HOKAY LATER
Friday, June 20, 2008
God (:
Hello you haha. Yes i haven't been here in forever. Crazy busy. So im sitting in SU office at this hour because...suffice to say lots is going on and life is major hectic.
Which is why sessions like today's Everglow Camp Campfire Night are so meaningful to me.
I mean, besides the obvious. Haha. Worked my ass off today, and then rushed down to NUS for campfire night of EverGlow church camp, and like omgosh?
It was so good. Haha. The skits were hilarious beyond hilarious. Ask keenan. Shit. I nearly died laughing for every single one. Madness.
You know how like usually camp campfires have lots of bad skits and only one really good side-splitting one and everybody just tries to be polite and clap and cheer for support and stuff?
This was nothing like that. Haha. Mad!
AND HAHA FUNNY SONG R-U-B-B-R HAHAHAHAHA.
You guys don't know what you're missing. Heh.
Then the real part of the night started (:
Testimonies, praise session, which led to Pastor Jen saying to hell with the schedule and let God take over for a time of soaking and prayer and pair prophesy and prayer.
And I had my first vision.
Thank you God for answering my prayers(:
See, one of the things that concerned me that night was that i really wanted to see God. To hear God. Audibly. Have a vision. In a way that I could not deny. You know how sometimes we're like "oh is that God? or is that me. I'm not sure):"
Well, there are times, when you know irrevocably that it can only be God. I've experienced a couple of times like that myself. Things that I know clearly are not coming from me cause I never saw them coming either. yeah.
So anyway, i've never had a vision. Which I don't like. Not because having a vision is like oh cool and all, but because I really want to mature as a Christian. Not just someone who just keeps taking and taking and taking, but someone that can also pray for others, intercede for others, prophesy over others and yeah things like that.
I desperately want to serve.
And there was an opportunity for that after the time spent in solo pleading with God for something like that, for something that i could not deny was from him, a vision or an audible voice(:
And so i was praying for this other guy and suddenly there was just something. It just like came. And i knew it wasn't me because there no way my mind could have ever come up with something like that. Haha. I didn't understand what it meant though, and after further asking of God to show me more I only was revealed a little bit more.
But hey, i'm getting there (:
God is good :D
So then i hit back school and mel sends me this link
http://www.hillsong.com/music/section.php?xSec=796
A short video from Hillsongs featuring Healer, and the cancer-ridden guy who wrote it when he was diagnosed with cancer two years earlier and death was imminent.
And he's still around now and going strong : DDDD
Mel was sobbing as she watched it. I nearly did. And all i want now is to praise You Lord. And enter into more soaking and more rest in His embrace(:
And after that back to work. haha bleh.
WELL CHOW. MISS YOU ALL. SEE YOU SOON AND GOD BE WITH YOU :D
Which is why sessions like today's Everglow Camp Campfire Night are so meaningful to me.
I mean, besides the obvious. Haha. Worked my ass off today, and then rushed down to NUS for campfire night of EverGlow church camp, and like omgosh?
It was so good. Haha. The skits were hilarious beyond hilarious. Ask keenan. Shit. I nearly died laughing for every single one. Madness.
You know how like usually camp campfires have lots of bad skits and only one really good side-splitting one and everybody just tries to be polite and clap and cheer for support and stuff?
This was nothing like that. Haha. Mad!
AND HAHA FUNNY SONG R-U-B-B-R HAHAHAHAHA.
You guys don't know what you're missing. Heh.
Then the real part of the night started (:
Testimonies, praise session, which led to Pastor Jen saying to hell with the schedule and let God take over for a time of soaking and prayer and pair prophesy and prayer.
And I had my first vision.
Thank you God for answering my prayers(:
See, one of the things that concerned me that night was that i really wanted to see God. To hear God. Audibly. Have a vision. In a way that I could not deny. You know how sometimes we're like "oh is that God? or is that me. I'm not sure):"
Well, there are times, when you know irrevocably that it can only be God. I've experienced a couple of times like that myself. Things that I know clearly are not coming from me cause I never saw them coming either. yeah.
So anyway, i've never had a vision. Which I don't like. Not because having a vision is like oh cool and all, but because I really want to mature as a Christian. Not just someone who just keeps taking and taking and taking, but someone that can also pray for others, intercede for others, prophesy over others and yeah things like that.
I desperately want to serve.
And there was an opportunity for that after the time spent in solo pleading with God for something like that, for something that i could not deny was from him, a vision or an audible voice(:
And so i was praying for this other guy and suddenly there was just something. It just like came. And i knew it wasn't me because there no way my mind could have ever come up with something like that. Haha. I didn't understand what it meant though, and after further asking of God to show me more I only was revealed a little bit more.
But hey, i'm getting there (:
God is good :D
So then i hit back school and mel sends me this link
http://www.hillsong.com/music/section.php?xSec=796
A short video from Hillsongs featuring Healer, and the cancer-ridden guy who wrote it when he was diagnosed with cancer two years earlier and death was imminent.
And he's still around now and going strong : DDDD
Mel was sobbing as she watched it. I nearly did. And all i want now is to praise You Lord. And enter into more soaking and more rest in His embrace(:
And after that back to work. haha bleh.
WELL CHOW. MISS YOU ALL. SEE YOU SOON AND GOD BE WITH YOU :D
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