Watch This Space

Check this.
This is the moment where I'm saying I will be happy.
And I guess its kinda sad in a way that I have to make a choice this way? But this is what real moving on is like, maybe. Its not about numbing down the pain, or burying, or running away. Its just a simple realization after you've been in the pit long enough that you can't stay here.

There are greater and better and bigger things. There always are in God. And I will still always care for you, I don't know if that part will go away. But its not going anywhere further, either.
I still like all the things you like because they're you. What you say is always of value to me.
And I still want nothing but the best for you.
But that can't be my whole life.
I have to do things for myself too.

I gotta watch out for myself now.
Let's make it good. God will make it good.