Thursday, July 31, 2008

WHEEEEEEE

I AM BACK.HELLO.







: D SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON KAY. And i've had. Like. 1+ hour's worth of sleep over the past 60 hours. BUT IM STILL GOOD CAUSE I WAS AT RAPTURE LAST NIGHT AND IM STILL FLOATINNNGGGGG.




Even though i have like, no legitimate link to SAJC at all.


And don't say honorary student or something cuz that's just lame -.- I've been an "honorary" member of of too many groups in my life already and it never works out..


Elaboration: Secondary School. Sec 1, I didn't like my class. Class next door seemed so much cooler than the people in my class. And the girls were hot so...

Didn't work out much. Worked out for awhile, but then my own class got pissed at me, and when next door class got pissed at me..

YEAH WELL I DIGRESS.


OKAY.
But yeah. Idk why. I kinda kinda wish that maybe I was in SA right now or something. Can't pinpoint it, its not just because of their dance or anything....


I think its just, cause, I miss that school spirit thing so much, and the environment.

I never ever experienced much of it to begin with but yeah...


Collective Camaraderie means a lot to me. And i think i was quite envious last night, when everyone knew everyone, and was smiling at everyone, and taking photos like it was prom night all over again, and i wasn't a part of it :|


You'll never get something like that in poly really, i was discussing it with Casey today. Haha.



Then again like, if God somehow conspired to chuck me in SA before poly or whatever, the Pris way, I really doubt i would have joined dance? Cause dance was something i only got into after entering Poly. Yeah.


AND ITS NOT LIKE I DON'T LIKE WHERE I AM ANYWHERE CAUSE OF ALL YOU AWESOME PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.



Keenan. Marv. Josh. Mel. Genny. Bev. Sonia. Sam. Pris. Rachel. Denise. Amandaaaa. Adin. Li. Seth. Larris! Jabez! Seniors, Juniors, and everyone!


(:


But hey...idk. Lol.



OKAY SO YESTERDAY WAS PRETTY DAMN AMAZING KTHANKS. But i'm lazy to digress on how the little kids kinda...owned everyone, how I had to beg the ticketing people to let me in cause Celine ran away with my ticket (granted, i was like 20 minutes late for our meeting ._.), how CHARMAINE WAS PRETTY DAMN AWESOME LAST NIGHT.


I mean. Damn girl. Just damn. I can't touch you you were so hot last night. Lol. And whoaaaaaa (:




HAHAHA IDK IM HIGGGGH.

Charmaine's friends are. Awesome. Spoon and Wenx and Chilung and whoever else i met were pretty damn cool. Especially Chilung who picked me out of the crowd when i was like just randomly stoning. Haha.


Thou shalt break social silences whenever i experience them. I swear. But yeah we got over that pretty quick (:




AND LIKE PRIS WAS THAR. And being socialite Pris. Geeze. Haha. You know. Now I know what its like when i drag people all around saying hi to other people. Its not that great a feeling idk ._.

I AM SORRY EVERYONE I HAVE PUT THROUGH THAT IN THE PAST. OKAY.


But yeah being social kinda fails without a phone. Yisin left right after. I'm alone. No phone. Millions of people. I'm on top floor. Pris is on first floor. Charmaine is...idk lol. Celine...*wince*


AND I CHIONG DOWN TO FIRST FLOOR ANYWAY CAUSE I'M LIKE OPTISMISTIC LIKE THAT.


Yup. Haha.


I think that the biggest thing I took away from the night, besides the epic routines, the snazze of it all, the school spirit going all around, and the awesome mixes, was the last routine at the very back(:



The RP breakers had just finished their stuff, and I'm just sitting there wondering whats next in the darkness.


And suddenly this huge booming voice goes:

Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable.

He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength.

Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.


And then they dedicated the very last dance of the night to God, using gospel songs :D



: DDDDD


Now THAT'S outreach, mmkay? I mean, like whoa! ESPLANADE FREAKING ESPLANADE. Wooooooo!!!


I think I kinda. Know where I want to be. Lol. BUT FIRST I NEED TO GET BACK INTO DETENTION AND OTHER STUFF KAY.



Plus the verse itself helped me greatly today, when I was slugging it out once getting home from rapture doing Advertising and Media Management final presentations, 12am-ish onwards till like 3, where i dozed, woke at 4+, panicked, etc, slugged through and in school till MM, and that hectic mad hour after printing everything and doing a full throttle sprint from print room to Block 56 and up 6 flights of stairs to reach like 20 secs before i'd be late for Advert Final Presentation and end up giving like 4 other people zero for everything.



I never got those prints out anyway. Stupid printing shop.


BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER CAUSE WE LIKE. ACED THE FINAL PRESENTATION YO. BOTH OF THEM. HAHA. THANK YOU GODDDDDD.


:DDDDD




Rawr. I'm not sure how it happened, but we had everything at our fingertips when we needed to, graders liked our stuff, we had inspired answers to questions posed. And :D


And the glory goes to You, God (: I know where my strengths lie, and its certainly not bloody finance, or advertising...but hey You put everything together for me, and used me, and used my groupmates even though dear Marvin still doesn't believe in You. Lol.



This is a shoutout to all my groupmates today, Marvin, Casey, Genny, Melodie :D :D :D


ITS OVER YO. ITS FINALLY OVER. HAHA. ALL THAT SPAZZING, ALL THOSE TEARS, DRAMA, LOTS OF STUPID PRINTING MONEY SPENT, 48 HOUR SLEEPNESS NIGHTS, RUNS TO SUBMIT AT THE LAST SECOND.


AND ITS NOT JUST OVER BUT ITS OVER AND WE ACED ALL THAT SHIT. HAHA. WE RULLLEEEE.



Marv: Dude. Seriously. Haha. You rib me so often on certain stuff, and everyone else, and all that, but you're a huge amazing force when we're getting down to it. Haha. Plus everything. Thank you so much for crazy ideas. And reports. And grumping. And being an annoying githead. HAHA. And common sense, and much great general levity. And WRITING THAT KICKASS 16 - PART TV SCRIPT YO MM IS IN THE BAAAAG. HAHA. Lol. OKAY WOW TIME HAHA.


Casey: Dude. Shine Through is all you. MM Print Ad is all you. 4 Ps for our MM is all you. Slides design, THE MOON HAHA, and being dependable like crazy rocks man. Haha. Dude. You come up with the most amazing stuff that the rest of us will never think about in a million years. Whitening Cream would be Rediscover Your Youth or something if not for you. Haha. now lets rock TV! :D


GENNY: I LOVE YOU KAY. I MEAN IT. TIMES A MILLION. SALES PROMO VOUCHERS. BUS ADS OMG YOU DID ALMOST THE WHOLE THING ON YOUR OWN. That whole reporttttt you guys worked on. And the slides gosh! Genny! We'd be nowhere near the A without you! :D

Plus hey being reliable rocks. Alright. Its like Marv and I are subject to random bouts of..idiocy, but you're always like, there. ALWAYS. Hey people don't laugh k. Reliability you will appreciate muchly come projects, and knowing this is someone who will NEVER go MIA. I love you girl (:


MELODIEE: HAHA THIS SHOULD BE FUN :D Okay. Haha. Mel you rock. Everything. Loving God so much, coming down hard on me when im being retarded, which happens like...a lot, and stuff. Hey. Someone has to be the crazy ass order people around and fire and brimstone person right. And we've kinda established that I'm incapable of doing that so hey! Haha. Plus we'd kinda have no photo shoot without you...OH YOUR MUM ROCKS. HAHA. THANK FOR ME AGAIN KAYYY. :D



And we all rocked our socks off for presentations. I think we all know how well we did. I'm lazy to give a play-by-play. Haha. :D




I love this group. Okay. Its like, we're dysfunctional? We have so much retardedness flinging around, but somehow we still get the job done cause somehow we connect, and we're all happy with each other at the end when we somehow pull winning aces out of our asses. Haha. Funness is fun :D

Rahhh. Lol. OKAY. NOW THERES JUST TV AND NEWSWRITING TO KICK BUTT AT AND STUFF.


Or whatever God. Its in your hands. Like always. I know at the start of the week, I had no idea what was going on, and it was quite bad, and too much stuff to juggle, and i basically gave everything over to you. And look how it turned out!!!






So now that i have a bit of time on my hands, (!!!!)

I want to help my juniors. Like yeah. I've been crazy guilty the past few weeks for not being there when my juniors could use a hand, and NOW THEY HAVE MARKETING TEST NEXT WEDNESDAY AND I WANT TO HELP.

Plus it'll help me too lol, seeing that i have advert exam to worry about(:


SO BEV WHEN CAN WE GET TOGETHER AND STUDY. OR SOMETHING. AHA.


Or i could just ask you on msn. Lol.


Also, er. Bellejoy is evil. It has been established.




OKAY OFF TO GUILT-FREE PLEASURE DERIVED FROM SLACKING NIGHT.



GOODBYE TILL SOON KAY. HAHA.

:DDDD



Friday, July 18, 2008

Honouring Keenan

Tags. Haha Ah wellll

1. The person who last tagged you is:
Keenan. I think. Lol.

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Churchmate, lifesaver, pretty much the only guy willing to put up entirely with all my crap. Lol. Guy. Not girls. Girls is another story...BUT LETS NOT GO THERE

3. Your five impression of him/her:
Whacked out, crazy, unafraid to come down hard, generous with time AND everything else, so much love.


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Lol? Its not so much one thing, but a whole huge cumulation of things, like helping me so much for all my advert when ever i need photoshop/a place to stayover/someone to talk to etc.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Nrrk.

6.If he/she become your lover, you will:
No.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Fail. You fail so hard. I swear. Did you ever think about guys doing this tag? I mean girls to guys yes, but all you really wanted to see was girl on girl action, wasn't it. Jeez

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
Sigh. Heavily. For the rest of my life.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
Cause..he's taking HSM hate to a new level? HAHA.

Maybe being the AntiChrist. Lol. Its hard to think of something that i couldn't forgive..

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Pay him back and do in equal share and more everything he's done for me.


11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Whoohoooo!

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
<_<>_> ._> :blink:

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are:

Er. No. I refuse to get drawn into thinking about things I like about me. Sheesh. All glory to God, mmkay.

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate a
bout yourself are:

Unable to say no. Lack of self-restraint. Flaring up at parents. Being so forgetful, and bad at managing money. And being a manager in general. I'm such a one-track-mind person...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Jesus. More and more like Him each day please :D


16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:

Love you too, lets hang out one day when I can pay for everything for you that day cause I appreciate you back so much and for bailing me out so much, just wait when I'm in the clear (:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you

Sigh.

1. CHARMAINE
2. CHARLENE
3. HANNAH
4. MELODI
5. JOSH SIMON
6. BEVERLY
7. PRIS
8. MATT
9. ADIN
10. Someone who doesn't like me. I mean, whats the point of asking so many people who you know are clearly going to write raving reviews of their friend..

Then again that's the ego surfacing again. HAHA



18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?

*snort*

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
..
Definitely female.


20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

This should be fun


22. What is no.2 studying?

SAJC AND THE BIBLE

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Not since forever. The girl actually IGNORED ME THE LAST TIME I WAS YELLING BYE HANNAH BYE HANNAH BYE HANNAH at the hawker. I just gave up after that. HAHA

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?


Good question

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?

Lol.

26. Will you woo no.3?

LOL


27. How about no.5?

No. Again.

28. Is no.4 single?

Yesssss. Unless scandal with yissinnnn counnnts. KIDDING. HAHA.

29. What is the surname of no.5?

.....
....

Some indian thing. I give up.

30. What hobbies does number 4 have?

Hockey hockey!! (:

31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

HAHA YES

32. Where is no.2 studying?


SAJCCC

33. Talk something casually about no.1:


GET WELL SOON LOVE YOU GIRL



34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?

Should i?

35. Where does no.9 live at?

Ang Mo Kio! Where you'd never expect to find an Ang Mo!








Okay that was bad.



36. What colour does no.4 like?

...Pink? What. I'm hedging my bets.

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?

No. Its such a waste. I think they'd hit it off well.

38. Does no.7 like no.2?

No idea who each other are. Then again, both have been/are in SAJC, both are cell leaders to sec school girls, and try so hard to keep me in line. Haha. They should!

39. How do you get to know no.2?

FUEL UP. THEN RANDOM INVITE TO SOME GIRL'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WHO I'VE NEVER MET

40. Does no.1 have any pets?

JAAZZZZZZ

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

She has stalkerrrsssss.



Then again so do most girls i know. Is it just me. *winces*

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Exhausted

So today I'm going to blog about God.

But first, the 30 sec kneel down prayer revolution :D

I was gonna post a picture, but blogger images seems to be down so ah well. Anyway:

http://www.30kd.org/


This is their site. I'll give you a rundown. Its a school movement started (in Africa?) where Christian Students sink down on their knees in public in their schools for 30 secs to pray for them. In the classrooms, in the corridors, on the basketball court just before a game, at the school gates, anywhere at all. Anywhere is fair game, and a short 30 sec prayer to the Lord for intercession, revival and change follows.




I'm doing it. I don't care if anyone else is or isn't. But I am. I got off the bus today for school and knelt at the tables at the Student Plaza to pray, i was terrified beforehand, and was hyping myself up to do it all the way on the bus, but the moment it was done I wanted to do it again. And again and again. Like every few metres: D


But then i'd never get to class on time so...


So I managed to do it once today. 30 seconds of prayer. Public prayer. Prayer where I'm putting myself out there for God. And if my friends ask me what im doing, and they're Christian, opportunity to spread the movement! And if they're not Christian, its reach out time!

:D



And I'm doing this because I believe that prayer can and WILL make an impact. Prayer is like fuel. And its our job to spread it and slosh it around. And keep pouring it out. And its God that lights the match for revival :D


This was taken from the message from Pastor Daniel at Ngee Ann Poly on Tuesday at the Poly Day of Prayer, where people from all the different polys came down to Ngee Ann, who hosted it, to pray for their schools.



And finally I understand the importance of prayer. I used to doubt a little before, I mean like, sure prayers have an effect, but I didn't know how lol. And now I know. The fuel thing. Its the laying of the groundwork for God to move mightily!


And I will stand up and lay it, dammit, haha :D





Poly Day Of Prayer. Was so good(: Lots of COOS people were there haha, Pastor Josh and Pastor Jen too! The turnout was kinda..just nice? Haha, like the LT was filled just enough with space to move around a bit. But considering how many people each poly has in it...

Wait for next year. Its gonnnaaaa be A BLAST. :D


I mean, besides the awesome worship, and the prayer, and the message etc, I personally gained something from that that I hoped others did too.


I was able to worship alongside people that usually see me like more...restrained? in school, and vice versa. I mean not that i'm less crazy in school, but its a bit different. Like I don't open myself up to vulnerability the way I do in church, to worship God. Yeah. And it was interesting how I was trying to break out of that in a semi "school" setting, specially praising God alongside Tab.


Cause usually we're a bit "act cool", in general, and i think standing next to each other watching each other pour out their passion and love for God blessed us greatly, both as individuals and as brother/sister in Christ.

:D


And that's how it should be among all Christians in school/class! Unafraid to proclaim their fervor for God!

But yeah(:


Also I got 1 of the 3 breakthroughs I was looking for since I started the Daniel Fast. Haha. Yayish. God is good :D


The Daniel Fast...has been interesting to say the least, pondering what i can and cannot eat, and mulling over the grey areas of things such as milk, soya bean drinks, eggs, etc.

Because technically I'm supposed to be hitting veggies and water? Haha.


Up to what I want to achieve in and honour God with, I guess. (:



Yuppp. But its been cool. Haha. And I just know God has greater things in store for me with the undertaking of this fast, so its all worth it and I'm still glad, even if I get pissed off at Ngee Ann's Canteens super veggietarian-unfriendliness.



Lol. Ok ok ok. Work time. Lotish to do. Etc. Yawn. Haha. Later and see you tmr after I've done the kneeling 30 second thing AT LEAST TWICE. :D



WILL YOU JOIN ME, WHETHER YOU'RE IN MY SCHOOL OR NOT

Monday, July 14, 2008

ITS POOL PARTY TIME

SO FRESHIES. ARE YOU STILL READING MY BLOG. HAHA. READ THIS:




HELLO, FOC FIRST YEARS AND OTHER FIRST YEARS. NPSU IS HAVING SPLASH!, A POOL PARTY ONLY FOR 1ST YEARS TO HAVE A BLAST JUST FOR YOU :D COME DOWN FRIDAY NIGHT AND JUMP INTO THE WATER OF THE ALUMNI POOL WHILE MUSIC BLASTS AWAY INTO THE NIGHT FROM RADIO HEATWAVE. FOOD PROVIDED. AND ITS ALL FREE. COME FOR A SNEAK PREVIEW OF CHALLENGERS CAMP, THE CAMP EVERYONE WANTS TO BE AT! SEE YOU THERE :D



Venue: Alumni Clubhouse Pool
Date: 25th July
Day: Friday
Time: 6pm-10pm
Invitees: First Year Students
Dress Code: Beachwear
Food: Chicken Wings, Sausages, and Beehoon. Lots of it XD
Music: Lots of R&B :D Done by Radio Heatwave, the leading campus radio station with the hippiest student DJs in Singapore :D
Entry: Ticket-based, 200 tickets only



BUT HOW DO YOU GET TICKETS? WELL, DROP BY THE STUDENT PLAZA THIS TUESDAY, THURSDAY AND FRIDAY, AND NEXT MONDAY, WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY TO GET YOUR EXCLUSIVE PASS TO THE FIRST EVER IN SCHOOL POOL PARTY. CHECK IT OUT. WE'LL BE THERE. WILL YOU? :D

GET YOUR TICKETS NOW :DDD

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(:


Ok here's the shameless plug: Its like my event, so support dammit. Lol. And spread the post to other blogs!!! :DDD

Ponder

Looking at people's blogs like Hannah, Keenan, Mel and so forth, I am envious.



That assuredness and closeness and paying of attention to God's call, and that love and faith and grace that is shining through so evidently in their lives.



And the willingness to pursue it.


While I'm over here talking about wanting to grow closer to God and all, but still messing around with things like Pool Parties.


Which is cool and all, but increasingly it is being made clear to me that this isn't where I'm supposed to be.

And I have so much more to learn. Maturing in the faith and all. The thorny soil sums me up so aptly. I want to grow in You so much Lord, but look at all these other things I'm paying attention to instead of you. Not because I don't want to, but because they're choking me );


And all I have to do is quit. Walk away.


If only if it was as simple as that. I love SU. I really do. I can see so much good work I can do here for SU, and for the student body. And I love my team. And I'm not just about to cut and run. I refuse to be a failure.


I still effing want to make the pool party a success. I have huge dreams for Halloween. I want to be a part of FOC. I want to make Ngee Ann a damn bloody fun and happening place and I want to be at the forefront of that push, the revamping of SU.


I. I. I. I. I. All me. They're great goals, but where is God in this.


Asking me to quit SU


There. I said it. Its out in the open.


My crowning achievement in my years here, and it hasn't even really started yet.

And about a month ago at EverGlow God nudged me to quit it.

And I didn't understand why, not really.


And its like, I go "God, I can handle it, I can try. I can juggle"

And He goes "no you can't, let me show you why you can't"

Me "But I fit in here"

Him "No you don't, you fit in exactly here, right here, worshipping me"

Me "Its true"

Me "Well I can't quit now. People and things are depending on me. I can't just cut and run. Ok what about if I don't run next year. Just let me serve out my responsibilities"


Him "Ok sure, if you feel happy about it. But look at all the things you're missing out on, and I'm going to keep showing them to you, through your friends, through everything"




And it has been happening. Bumped into Joshua that day, who gave up SU so to commit more to CF, and now is heavily involved in organizing Poly Day Of Prayer, which is going to be awesome and such a huge blessing. Keenan is doing cell outreach, and growing closer to God and other people in Christ, affirmations and the like. Hannah. Yisin. People who have one less thing to distract them from their pursuit of God.


And their lives are so much more blessed by it.



Its gotten to the point where I'm unwilling to go to God in prayer partially because I know what he wants me to do.


I think im gonna go pray now. And cry. Newswriting and MM can wait.

I cannot believe I am doing this

I was going to get away with not blogging for awhile. And wallow in self-pity. And try not to screw up, and screw everyone depending on me for everything.


And maybe blog 1341234123423 months later after my birthday when im actually clear of all my commitments.



And here I am doing my first ever tagpost.

._.


No seriously, I have all my life managed to avoid these, in email, friendster, and blogs.


Bah Charmaine -.-

I find it freaky that 2 days ago I saw this on Renu's blog and lol'ing and thinking I'd never get hit by it.




Ah well.


A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Uuhhh. But like my lover would never betray me. I am that good.

:D

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Pretty much I'd want to fly. And sometimes I wonder how it would be if Anna was back in my life again. Clean slate, no idiotic mistakes, no nothing. Yeah. Would be pretty awesome, the retarded stuff we'd come up with.

And I want my dog back.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- Isn't this one of those girl questions. I don't think about weddings. Give me a pool, food, and enough cake to throw in people's faces and i'm all good.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

- "Not so much confused as scared."

I know where I'm going lol. And I know pretty much God will cover all the bases for me. Still pretty damn terrified about the short term future though. Pool party cannot screw up. Grades cannot screw up. Life cannot screw up. gg):

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
- I lol'd at Charmaine's answer. Hmm. Daring. Willing to go out there. Spontaneous. Very spontaneous. Spontaneous to the point of "hey wanna go jump in that lake *pushes you in* kinda spontaneous. I like being surprised, it makes a change from me always being the random one. Yeah. Intelligent, but still dumb enough to make me smile.

Yes, I have a secret fetish for closet bimbos. Only closet. Jeez. Okay maybe not closet. I confess. I like hanging out with crazy airheaded "omg lets be dumb now" people. But only to a point lol.

Awesome with kids. Athletic enough to do said crazy things. Crazy things include dancing. But yeah i think i'm spending a disturbing amount of time on this answer so NEXT PLEASE .

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Have you tried doing only one of the above with someone? It sucks.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I'm never going to get to the point where I'm crazily off my senses enough to sign away my future to someone that doesn't want me back and doesn't care for me the same way back, and all for a self-perceived future with what I think that person is without even really knowing her.

- Been there, done that.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Deal. Move on. Its not as if I do anything about people I happen to like that aren't attached..

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Gee let me think now. Lol. Much stress about letting everyone including myself down. Everyone including NPSU and 200 freshmen. Etc. Not giving as much time to God, and listening to a clear call regarding SU as i should be. Parents. The usual.

- Why is there a question like this without a "anything that has made you happy?" part? D= Random hilarity has been ensuing in the past few days as well..

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Er. Fine. I like being appreciated and remembered that way. Haha. I mean, its not something i'd ask for excessively, because that's just horrible attention-whoring, but who says I'll say no :D

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

- Not an editor, not a radio person, not in film, not in tv, god no not in advertising.
Yes, what am I doing in Mass Comm right. Lol. Hopefully just out of Hillsong. Wiser. Still random, still retarded. Still happy. So much more closer to God (: Serving hopefully, and being obedient and doing awesome works in His Name. Dating or almost married. Still cool.

Or I could be dead. Lol.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
-God,..and here we go: Bev, Keenan, Charmaine, Charlene. Big four. Haha. And coming right behind them are a plethora of people I appreciate greatly in my life, and who I can't bear to rank one over another. Heh. Josh, Adin, Pris, Melissa, Melodi, Melodie, Shereen, Sheereen, Rae, Lala, Sharyl, Polly, Shermaine, Rachel, Hannah, Gerald and whole Detention Bunch, Matt and general that class bunch, Enna, Bellejoy and rest of cell, Dinner Group, and everyone :D

(:

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Someone im never ever really going to be ever tired of, and who's dysfunctions i can tolerate. Funny, amazingly gorgeous, deep, sensitive, still stupid but in a endearing way, i'd trust her with my life. I've already trusted her with my hair, so..

-Also, thank God she picked up dance. Lol.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Stupid Charmaine, go with the darnned question criterias. Lol. Uhhhhh. Now? Definitely rich. What! I'm single anyway, and I don't have an undying urge currently to marry anyone i know, so why not?!

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
- "Wish I was still asleep" Then wish I could fly. And wish I had money to throw around, and friends in the next bunk/room/next door. Then I fulfill the first wish.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- The Relationship? The whole point is to try, right?

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I'd fall in love with someone else.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
- Pretty much the criteria for lover whatever. Always having my back. There for me, supporting me, but still having their own opinions, and having the intelligence to realise that different opinions don't always have to get in the way of friendship. True friendship is transcending all of that, and still being tight(:

There for me generally means jumping in a lake when I want to jump in a lake. Also those that aren't afraid to express themselves, those who not only are there for me, but I can be there for :D


#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

- People who judge. People who judge without knowing much at all. People who are crass, and think that sex jokes are God's gift to mankind, cause they're not. People overly obsessed with getting drunk. People who think THEY are God's gift to mankind, and that gift means putting down everyone who isn't. People who marginalize other people. Yeah pretty much. I HATE people when they start judging others, and then making jokes about it. This includes jokes about lecturers. They don't deserve that crap.

Tagged by:
Charmaine (:



OH I FORGOT TO TAG 8 PEOPLE. ER:

1. KEENAN
2. CHARLENE
3. PRIS
4. BEV
5. ADIN
6. MATT
7. HANNAHHH
8. Melodi. Haha.


Er. Sorry Matt, I know you've answered so many questions on your blog already but yeah lol. I'd put josh there but he never reads my blog so..

HANNAH IF YOU'RE DOING IT UNLOCK BLOG I CAN'T READ WHATS THE POINT.

K GNITE

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

GG Hair

Posting this at top of entry instead of bottom so people actually see it:


1) I miss Alison. The dog. Not the girl, you douchebags. Actually kinda too BUT THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT.

2) I miss dancesports. Badly. Like badly beyond badly.

3) I miss hockey too.
I picked up Charlene's hockey stick that day and couldn't put it down. And I always feel really guilty whenever I see Thiru/Jen/Azi/Mas/anyone else around school with a stick. But again, I don't have the time. Sigh. I miss you guys and the playing ):


4) I'm super sorry for ignoring anyone from my past.
I saw a Mass Email from Pei Lin the other day. About netball. And i was like "whoa cool". And then struck by guilt that occasionally when i see her, I don't think she recognizes me and don't say hi because I have absolutely no idea what to say :s

I wasn't the best have-it-together-person in secondary school, after all. And kind of an arrogant jerkbag in my first sem here. Heck, ask my marketing group. Bev knows. Haha. I guess that factors in why I'm lost for words whenever I bump into someone else from my past? I don't know what they'll make of me now and all that. :/

For example I generally am somewhat unsure of how to interact with people like Sin Ee and Jamie. People who've generally seen me change drastically at least 3 times. Gah ._.


But yes I still miss them. And I'm sorry for not saying hi and stuff. And I intend to change that. This is a shoutout to Pei Lin, Wilson, Peter, Shauna, and anyone else. K. I'm trying that whole "if you smile first, don't worry, they'll smile back" thing. At least I hope so. Haha.

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Back to today's topic..


Haircut = epic failure.


Mostly due down to my inability to know what i want to do and Charmaine's lack of fringe expertise. Lol.


I think we might have done okay if we just stopped pushing our luck after the back..


WELL AMBASSADORS ARE YOU HAPPY NOW. HAHA.



Gotta start practicing the wax again. Sigh. Lol.


I also need to find people to share my free pizza card with me. God knows I need the cash. Sheesh.



I realised on the taxi home that the taxi fare kinda nullified any monetary advantage I got getting a friend to cut for me.

But its okay. The awesome company and time spent hanging out was more then worth it eh. And Jazz is hilarious. Haha. Charmaine is also amazing at KI. Like whoa. Respect. :D


Girls who can hold their own in a deep argument and still look good while doing it AND still be a hopeless bimbo after that are win. Alright.




I just know i'm going to get shot down for that line...


ick my fingers still smell of jazz drool. ):





ALRIGHT LOTSA TO DO. LATER

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Oh hello

Woke up at 7, slept till 8, got a shower and breakfast and good Quiet Time.


God is good. :D




And advert is clear! A big shoutout to all my groupmembers, I mean, I seriously enjoyed working with every single one of you along the course of this whole thing. I don't know, I just really enjoy our dynamic. Haha. Casey Genny Mel and Marvin. Its loads of fun, and we still get work done. Heh.



Rawr. Fairfield carnival later. This should be a laugh.





SCHOOL IS MAKING ME CUT MY HAIR HELP CHARMAINE NEED THE HAIRCUT NOW