Hey God.

Haha yeah was just thinking that I seem to have way more problems with myself than I had last year. Maybe because this year I'm trying so hard to batter myself against the problems rather than just let them go. Yeah.

And it isn't pleasant mannn. Haha.

So much more to search you for.

So much more to do.

And it yes can get painful.

But they say discipline hurts the discipliner more.

And I thank you God for that act of love. I do God. I thank you.


You're disciplining me so I will be beautiful.

So I will be mature.

So I will be fruitful.

So I will be holy.

So I will become who I'm meant to be in you, if I'll just surrender.

Help me to make choices, God.


Aye (: