Thursday, September 11, 2008

Let us build one another up

Because the greatest of these is love (:


I frigging love all of you right now. All of you people who matter to me in my life. All you people that God has placed in my life, Christian or non-Christian, who have been blessing me so much and so much over the years. Everyone in church. And I know I'm never ever alone(:


Aaaaahhh. That fullness of joy is sweeping over me right now as I type this. I hardly know what i'm typing, and I apologize for the messiness, but i'm crazy happy and I am so blessed, and I don't regret writing those letters at all last night, and maybe all it cost me was a little sleep? And that outpouring of love was sparked by an outpouring of love from the church towards me on Saturday, and now I understand why God made me like all emo and stuff in the couple of days building up to last week's service. I'm growing, and He's just teaching me stuff, its amazing, and its coooooooooll.

I realise the post makes hardly any sense at it. I don't care. HAHA. Love makes no sense, and I'm going to waste less time making sense of it, and spending more time trying to love everyone around me, and encouraging and building up because oh God you loved me first, and I am starting to understand why you do, because when I love someone and they love back, its an unparelled feeling that I cannot express and I'm starting to understand what You're looking for in a relationship with us. Heh.



Blaaaaah. Less time on theology we should spend. Less time on nitpicking what blessings we can or cannot get as according to the bible we should spend. Does speaking in tongues make me younger? Do I agree? Do I not? (Okay I don't, but that's besides the point). I just want to love.

Jesus Prays for All Believers

My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one. I in them and you in me. May they be brought to complete unity to let the world know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.

Father I want those you have given me to be with me where I am and to see my glory, the glory you have given me because you loved me before the creation of the world.

Righteous Father, thought the world does not know you, I know you, and they know that you have sent me. I have made you known to them, and will continue to make you known in order that the love you have for me maybe in them and that I myself may be in them.

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John 17:20-26

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I am happy like crazy. And the crazy thing is that I didn't set out to make myself happy when I chose to put effort into loving other people, into making them happy. But the aftermath of that somehow is that I am crazy happy anyway.
HAHAHA WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



I love you, all of you(:

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