2AM

I think I'm actually good now.
Really (:
I look at your photos, your life, and who you are, how far away you are from me, and I smile.
You are you now. Whoever you wanna be, wherever you wanna go. And I'm happy and ready to let you go. I'm actually glad, I think I am, and I'm glad that I am.

That time is over now. We didn't have it perfect, far from it, but we had good times. And I'm glad I knew you, and got to be around you for those precious moments. This first love.

Your smile is as brilliant as ever, and I hope it always is. It still makes me smile, that way your eyes twinkle with spark and life and gentleness and bravery. I hope you never are sad, though you're so beautiful when you are too.

Go build that life, with your family, wherever it takes you. Keep shining in your space, in your universe, and I hope the world gets to see that light, gets to laugh and tear and smile and heal in that glow.
Aye. Time for me to go build mine now. I hope I get far.

God is good. Let's run now, I'll see you there at the finish. And maybe we'll swap stories and laugh and rejoice at how good God is.

I know He heals. I pray that for you every single day. There is nothing I want more. I hope you get there. I want you to get way better than I could ever give you.

Maybe we'll be friends again, when I see you again. I don't know how its gonna go, but smiling and laughing and verbal wrestling the way we used to would be good, with raised eyebrows and trust and dares.

Hopefully that'll go.

God first. Trusting Him. Take care you <3 Wake up and smile the way you do, okay that doesn't happen, you flop right back in your pillow, but you know. Go (:

Love,
- K