Saturday, August 8, 2009

God Talk More

Gal 9:6 or 6:9

Hmm. So I shouldn't go to Hillsong, because:

1. Its time the whole bunch of them got out from under my shadow, and learn how to chase after God on their own, and why.

2. For me, its time for me to really learn the lesson that I don't have to go after the hype, and the big shows. Like, make it into reality. And not be there. Also, learning to think of how I can serve, as opposed to how I can be served. And I can serve better in COOS that week.

Should I still go down? No. Its true that me being there can help facilitate and everything, but I spend my time better doing other things. Plus, josh and rachael and everyone can facilitate on their own anyway, they're capable people. Or do I really want to go down because I want to see Myra? Hah. Got it.

I was gonna type about something else here...Oh right. NP cell. And me and dance worship. And my leadership and sowing truth style, how I might not be trusting God enough in it. And counting the cost for school, and how lately I've not really been willing to go all out and sink deep precisely because I've been afraid of counting that cost. Sinee. Hmm. Harsh, but its gotta be said.

Whooosh, worship really puts you in the right mindset of asking God for His will (:


Lol ok I visit NP cell this friday. Cause we don't have cell anyway, It works out! But after that, corporate prayer, and Day of His Power, I stick with my cell, hold the cell together. Awesome (: And La and Cerise will talk and then we'll seeeee.

The wisdom La has is astounding. Lol.

Oh yeah I want to reflect on going to help treasure hunt too. Kids, being late, Pastor John. Right.

Need to talk about porn/sex/clubbing vs praising God and reading his word etc and living in him...

And how I should help Kai En in the clapping thing, mentoring, not just about hype, but in being in tune with God, and leading....

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