Bad choices. So many bad choices in my life. WoW first. Porn instead of worship. Not sticking to my plans.
And suddenly I feel a bit silly cause looking at that past list I realise that God has forgiven far bigger things in the lives of men.
And I am grateful that He exists and that He forgives me.
Not that I shouldn't be trying not to do them anyway...
Well. Even if I feel like shit. I know that my unchanging status is as a favored son. I think. I wanna try and worship God despite everything. A choice. Lets go.
And I forgive Olivia. Its only a choice. It still hurts. So? I wanna let go of the right to be angry. God. Help me start afresh with her. Teach me to forgive like you constantly forgive me.
Let's worship. Its about God, not me. Time to give Him the highest honour. And then struggle through the rest of my day.
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