Day -1

Went to church earlier to try and get some dance stuff going. Couldn't do it. So not in the mood for hip-hop, I can't pull up any swag.

Talked with Josh instead, And Joy, and La, and Sapna before. Meeting Josh, La and Joy again later before cell.

I don't know what to do. I just know that I want to call you. Josh thinks I should.

Guess I did. Waiting for that call tonight now.

I'm terrified. I'm so sorry.