Melancholy

Try and praise God anyway, even if you feel like crap and everything is going wrong. I can do that. Yeah. But once the songs and the music and worship goes away, I feel like crap again.

Solution: Praise God all the time.



Err..I can do that. Haha. Idk. Hard. ALL THE FREAKING TIME? Model answer yes, but honestly speaking I don't think right now I am able to. I can try..but I have to be willing..and that's a whole new different story. Yeah. I'm nobody's perfect Christian leader, but this place seems like the only place where I can admit to that. I don't want to stumble nobody. I don't want to take up more time than everyone else to get things right, to perform. Idk. I feel bad. Well. Later.